Город ангелов / City of Angels (Брэд Силберлинг / Brad Silberling) [1998, Германия, США, фэнтези, триллер, драма, мелодрама, HDTVRip 720p] 2x Dub + DVO + 3x AVO + VO + MVO (Ukr) + Sub Rus, Eng + Original Eng

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<i>I don't really pray…</i>
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<i>…but if you could just
help me out here…</i>
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<i>…I promise…</i>
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<i>105.</i>
5
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<i>105?</i>
6
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<i>Oh, my God!</i>
7
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<i>Run a bath, call the doctor.</i>
8
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<i>Just get her into the bath.</i>
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<i>Dr. Carter, 655-…</i>
10
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<i>He won't be there.</i>
11
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<i>What is a thermometer?
Mercury.</i>
12
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<i>How does it even work?
Maybe I can page him.</i>
13
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Susan. Susie.
14
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Mommy says get up now.
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-Cold.
-I know.
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Hang on.
17
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Cold!
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It just feels cold because
you're so hot.
19
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Susan, stay with me. Susan.
20
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Susan!
21
00:01:13,398 --> 00:01:15,195
Has she been disoriented?
Confused?
22
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She said that she saw
a man in her bedroom.
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Are you cold?
24
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Okay, swing it.
25
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-Move it, people.
-Is room 2 clear?
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Yes, it's clear.
27
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Get her pressure.
28
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Let's give her O2. Ten liters.
29
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Tap her right away.
30
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How's her breathing?
31
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No pulse or rhythm.
32
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Are you God?
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No.
34
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My name is Seth.
35
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Where are we going?
36
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Home.
37
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Can Mommy come?
38
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No.
39
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She won't understand.
40
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She will…
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…someday.
42
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Can I ask you something?
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Yes.
44
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What did you like best?
45
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Pajamas.
46
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She definitely knew what she liked.
47
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Pajamas?
48
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Flannel, with feet.
49
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Pajamas.
50
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Excellent choice. What else?
51
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In the elevator of
the Bradbury Building…
52
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…a man touched a woman's
bare skin by accident…
53
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…but it made her turn
and look at him in such a way…
54
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And they…?
55
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Yes.
56
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It was a good day.
57
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Do you ever wonder
what that would be like?
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Touch?
59
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No.
60
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Yes, you do.
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Occasionally. Yes.
62
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Touch.
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<i>I'm not asking for it every night.
Just twice a week.</i>
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<i>Blue eyes.
He's never going to leave her.</i>
65
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<i>20 minutes. 20 minutes. Everything
in this damn city is 20 minutes.</i>
66
00:04:39,171 --> 00:04:40,729
<i>It's never 20 minutes.</i>
67
00:05:02,427 --> 00:05:06,329
<i>My ass on a stool all day.
She always gets the good chair.</i>
68
00:05:08,033 --> 00:05:12,197
<i>Six pounds, four ounces.
My daughter has a daughter.</i>
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<i>$20,000 at 21 percent.</i>
70
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<i>Pay it off with another card
at 14 percent.</i>
71
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<i>Ah, shit!</i>
72
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Federal 595 heavy, slow immediately
to match preceding aircraft. Over.
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<i>Jesus, wake up! Wake up!</i>
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The little girl asked me
if she could be an angel.
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They all want wings.
76
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I never know what to say.
77
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Tell them the truth.
78
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Angels aren't human.
79
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We were never human.
80
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What if I just make her
a little pair of wings out of paper?
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Tell her the truth.
82
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I told her.
83
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How did she take it?
84
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She said, «What good would wings be
if you couldn't feel wind on your face?»
85
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<i>On the 101 through
downtown L.A., no delays…</i>
86
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Shit! Jesus!
87
00:08:05,944 --> 00:08:07,070
What do we got?
88
00:08:08,213 --> 00:08:11,705
50-year-old had a huge anterior wall MI
this morning. Collapsed while jogging.
89
00:08:12,350 --> 00:08:15,080
Paramedics resuscitated him,
but his EKG's pretty ugly.
90
00:08:15,387 --> 00:08:16,854
He's hypertensive.
91
00:08:17,055 --> 00:08:18,386
This diagonal looks tight.
92
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Who cathed him?
93
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Rosenberg.
94
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-Be right in.
-The patient wants to meet you.
95
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He's pretty out of it.
96
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The doctor's here.
97
00:09:08,506 --> 00:09:10,497
We're just going to cool to 32 today.
98
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Sucker.
99
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Jimi.
100
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Vein.
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Kid started walking.
102
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Three unassisted steps.
103
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-Get it on video?
-I wasn't even there.
104
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You failed as a father already.
How does that feel?
105
00:10:05,630 --> 00:10:06,460
Retrograde on.
106
00:10:10,835 --> 00:10:12,860
Come down to half flow,
give me a little volume.
107
00:10:13,238 --> 00:10:14,762
Down to half flow,
here's your volume.
108
00:10:15,106 --> 00:10:16,505
-Ready to come off?
-Ready.
109
00:10:16,841 --> 00:10:17,705
Okay, let's come off.
110
00:10:18,076 --> 00:10:19,373
Okay, we're coming down.
111
00:10:19,611 --> 00:10:22,774
We're clamped and off bypass.
112
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Oh, shit.
113
00:10:49,674 --> 00:10:50,663
What are you missing?
114
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A sponge.
115
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Bummer.
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Got it!
117
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Thank you, everybody.
118
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Presbyterian's on line 2.
119
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His rhythm will be irritable.
120
00:11:17,001 --> 00:11:20,266
-She's getting good, huh?
-Yeah, she's getting that attitude too.
121
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Getting an attitude?
122
00:11:24,809 --> 00:11:26,106
Shit! V-tac!
123
00:11:26,477 --> 00:11:27,808
Christ. Paddles!
124
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Kill the music. Get her back.
125
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-100 lidocaine.
-Charge to 2.
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Charging 200.
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Dr. Rice.
128
00:11:41,826 --> 00:11:42,690
Clear!
129
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-No pressure.
-You give him lidocaine?
130
00:11:45,530 --> 00:11:46,326
100's gone in.
131
00:11:46,598 --> 00:11:47,963
Buzz him again at 300.
132
00:11:50,268 --> 00:11:51,963
-Still nothing.
-Start compression.
133
00:11:52,170 --> 00:11:53,034
Kill the alarm!
134
00:11:58,009 --> 00:11:59,601
Hold up. It's not working.
135
00:11:59,844 --> 00:12:02,278
Got to open him.
How long to go back on?
136
00:12:02,547 --> 00:12:03,980
It'll take me 10 minutes.
137
00:12:04,349 --> 00:12:05,873
Come on! Nothing.
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Knife.
139
00:12:15,593 --> 00:12:17,652
Internal paddles. Charge to 20.
140
00:12:18,429 --> 00:12:19,293
Ready.
141
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Hit it.
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00:12:22,033 --> 00:12:22,658
<i>Nada.</i>
143
00:12:23,134 --> 00:12:24,431
Go to 30.
144
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Hit it.
145
00:12:26,571 --> 00:12:27,799
No response.
146
00:12:28,539 --> 00:12:30,268
Tom, I got to get back on bypass here.
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Almost there.
Give me 7 more minutes.
148
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Come on.
149
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Don't do this.
150
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He's going.
151
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He's not going anywhere.
152
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Come on, don't do this!
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Damn it, come on!
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Tom!
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Come on!
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00:13:27,832 --> 00:13:29,231
Mrs. Balford?
157
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Where's the doctor?
158
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I'm the doctor.
159
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I'm sorry.
160
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I operated on your husband.
161
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How is he?
162
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He didn't survive.
163
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What?
164
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We were able to restore
blood flow to the heart…
165
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…but he developed a lethal arrhythmia
and we couldn't resuscitate him.
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Wait. I'm sorry, I don't understand.
167
00:14:00,531 --> 00:14:01,327
A what?
168
00:14:04,969 --> 00:14:06,027
I'm sorry.
169
00:14:12,443 --> 00:14:14,035
Excuse me. I'm sorry.
170
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What did you say?
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00:14:19,350 --> 00:14:20,578
What?
172
00:14:21,953 --> 00:14:23,215
Oh, my God!
173
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<i>On the table, on my table. I'm sorry.</i>
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<i>I'm sorry.</i>
175
00:15:00,158 --> 00:15:02,422
<i>I'm sorry. What happened?
What happened?</i>
176
00:15:02,627 --> 00:15:04,754
<i>A graft occlusion? What?</i>
177
00:15:06,898 --> 00:15:09,423
<i>It was textbook. It was textbook.</i>
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<i>I'm so sorry.</i>
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<i>The room got so big.
I was so small.</i>
180
00:15:22,413 --> 00:15:24,438
<i>How did I get so small?</i>
181
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<i>I should've gone back on.</i>
182
00:15:26,918 --> 00:15:29,216
<i>I should've massaged longer.</i>
183
00:15:29,587 --> 00:15:32,613
<i>I should've gone back on.
Massaged longer. I lost it.</i>
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<i>I lost it.</i>
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00:15:55,379 --> 00:15:57,472
Have you ever been seen, Cassiel?
186
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You're looking at me.
187
00:16:00,484 --> 00:16:04,648
No, not by me, and not
by the dying or the delirious.
188
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Have you ever been seen…
189
00:16:08,125 --> 00:16:09,752
…like you were a man?
190
00:16:10,962 --> 00:16:15,262
ln a diner once, a blind woman
turned to me all of a sudden…
191
00:16:15,666 --> 00:16:17,531
…and asked me to pass her the mustard.
192
00:16:18,636 --> 00:16:21,833
-But she was blind.
-But she knew I was there.
193
00:16:22,840 --> 00:16:25,934
That doctor in the operating room…
194
00:16:27,745 --> 00:16:29,610
…she looked right at me.
195
00:16:30,081 --> 00:16:32,572
She didn't see you, Seth.
She can't see you.
196
00:16:32,917 --> 00:16:35,351
No one can see you
unless you want them to.
197
00:16:36,087 --> 00:16:37,679
And if I want her to?
198
00:16:38,923 --> 00:16:40,151
Why do you want her to?
199
00:16:42,093 --> 00:16:43,355
To help her.
200
00:16:44,262 --> 00:16:45,251
Open it!
201
00:16:45,596 --> 00:16:46,961
Open it now!
202
00:16:47,598 --> 00:16:48,860
Everybody down!
203
00:16:49,333 --> 00:16:50,129
Get down!
204
00:16:51,035 --> 00:16:52,696
Do it! Do it!
205
00:16:53,037 --> 00:16:54,834
<i>Shit! Just give him the money.</i>
206
00:16:55,172 --> 00:16:57,663
<i>Did I leave the lights on?
I left the lights on.</i>
207
00:16:58,009 --> 00:16:59,806
<i>I should have gone to Ralphs.</i>
208
00:17:00,544 --> 00:17:02,876
-Do it!
-Relax. I'm doing it, okay?
209
00:17:04,348 --> 00:17:06,043
<i>I never saw the Grand Canyon.</i>
210
00:17:06,317 --> 00:17:07,909
<i>I'll never see my grandkids again.</i>
211
00:17:09,787 --> 00:17:11,152
<i>What am I doing?</i>
212
00:17:12,189 --> 00:17:13,884
<i>Just be cool. Be cool.</i>
213
00:17:18,796 --> 00:17:19,626
Be cool, man.
214
00:17:20,364 --> 00:17:21,490
Be cool.
215
00:17:26,637 --> 00:17:27,899
Holy shit.
216
00:17:30,374 --> 00:17:31,898
They don't need to see us.
217
00:17:51,228 --> 00:17:52,752
You're early.
218
00:18:25,863 --> 00:18:26,989
What's going on?
219
00:18:27,298 --> 00:18:29,027
Ferris was looking for you.
220
00:18:41,312 --> 00:18:42,870
Don't I have a mitral valve to do?
221
00:18:43,080 --> 00:18:43,910
It's canceled.
222
00:18:45,549 --> 00:18:46,345
Who canceled it?
223
00:18:46,650 --> 00:18:47,378
Sheffield.
224
00:18:47,885 --> 00:18:49,147
Why are you telling me?
225
00:18:49,487 --> 00:18:50,351
He was busy.
226
00:18:50,554 --> 00:18:51,885
He was chickenshit.
227
00:18:52,189 --> 00:18:54,089
-Maggie, you're sick.
-I'm not sick.
228
00:18:54,291 --> 00:18:55,918
You're sick.
You can't operate.
229
00:18:56,127 --> 00:18:58,857
They've rescheduled for Monday.
An elective valve, no big deal.
230
00:18:59,063 --> 00:19:02,396
It is unprofessional and it
embarrasses me in front of my staff.
231
00:19:06,904 --> 00:19:08,735
I saw the chart on Balford.
232
00:19:10,241 --> 00:19:12,072
I'm on the committee.
It's on review.
233
00:19:12,810 --> 00:19:14,710
-It wasn't your fault.
-I know.
234
00:19:15,012 --> 00:19:16,377
Then what's the problem?
235
00:19:20,584 --> 00:19:21,915
I don't know.
236
00:19:23,220 --> 00:19:25,120
You put up a terrific fight.
237
00:19:28,292 --> 00:19:30,123
We fight for people's lives, right?
238
00:19:32,997 --> 00:19:35,488
Don't you ever wonder who
it is we're fighting with?
239
00:19:40,071 --> 00:19:41,732
So I'm crazy and chemically imbalanced.
240
00:19:41,939 --> 00:19:43,463
You're tired.
241
00:19:44,642 --> 00:19:46,200
You have moments.
242
00:19:48,112 --> 00:19:49,238
Why didn't you call me?
243
00:19:52,016 --> 00:19:53,984
Because I never sleep
when you stay over.
244
00:19:54,285 --> 00:19:56,219
You never sleep whether
I stay over or not.
245
00:19:58,489 --> 00:19:59,683
You're good.
246
00:19:59,990 --> 00:20:01,218
You know it.
247
00:20:01,725 --> 00:20:03,852
Come back Monday
and get back on the horse.
248
00:20:05,663 --> 00:20:06,391
Doctor?
249
00:20:13,003 --> 00:20:14,061
I'll see you.
250
00:20:38,696 --> 00:20:42,223
<i>«As I walk along the stony shore
of the pond in my shirtsleeves…»</i>
251
00:20:42,533 --> 00:20:45,161
<i>«…Amazon basin in the north,
once an island sea…»</i>
252
00:20:45,469 --> 00:20:48,063
<i>«The highest truth on the
subject remains unsaid…</i>
253
00:20:48,372 --> 00:20:50,169
<i>…probably cannot be said.</i>
254
00:20:50,474 --> 00:20:54,535
<i>For all that we say is the far-off
remembering of the intuition…»</i>
255
00:20:55,045 --> 00:20:58,606
<i>«…she begins to pull away from
the awareness she had once…»</i>
256
00:21:03,921 --> 00:21:05,411
<i>«Commencing search.»
Searching my soul.</i>
257
00:21:05,723 --> 00:21:08,590
<i>What happened to the cards?
You could touch the cards.</i>
258
00:21:08,893 --> 00:21:11,020
<i>She's been looking
at me for half an hour.</i>
259
00:21:11,328 --> 00:21:12,761
<i>Maybe if I just hang here…</i>
260
00:21:13,063 --> 00:21:17,056
<i>«This is a delicious evening,
when the whole body's one sense…»</i>
261
00:21:17,401 --> 00:21:20,962
<i>What if I screamed?
What if I just screamed right now?</i>
262
00:21:22,740 --> 00:21:25,300
<i>«When a woman decides to sleep
with a man…»</i>
263
00:21:27,178 --> 00:21:29,874
<i>«You knew there would always
be a spring…</i>
264
00:21:30,181 --> 00:21:34,641
<i>…as you knew the river
would flow again after it was frozen.</i>
265
00:21:35,019 --> 00:21:38,648
<i>When the cold rains kept on
and killed the spring…</i>
266
00:21:39,023 --> 00:21:43,483
<i>…it was as though a young person
had died for no reason.»</i>
267
00:22:19,496 --> 00:22:22,431
All right, they have rescheduled
the operation for Monday.
268
00:22:22,633 --> 00:22:23,827
What happened yesterday?
269
00:22:24,134 --> 00:22:25,795
They had a golf tournament.
270
00:22:26,003 --> 00:22:27,493
Who knows with these people?
271
00:22:27,805 --> 00:22:28,999
Good morning, Mr. Messinger.
272
00:22:29,306 --> 00:22:31,866
The «G» is soft, like «messenger».
273
00:22:34,411 --> 00:22:35,571
What's on your lip?
274
00:22:35,980 --> 00:22:38,312
What? Am I slobbering here?
275
00:22:43,487 --> 00:22:46,047
-Where did you get that?
-What am l, a prisoner?
276
00:22:46,323 --> 00:22:49,156
You want to get well or
you want Ben & Jerry's?
277
00:22:49,560 --> 00:22:50,959
This operation is a big deal.
278
00:22:51,662 --> 00:22:53,129
Continue to eat like this…
279
00:22:54,098 --> 00:22:56,430
…and you might as well skip it.
Save the 30 grand.
280
00:22:56,634 --> 00:23:00,695
If you'd have performed the operation
yesterday like you were supposed to…
281
00:23:01,005 --> 00:23:04,441
…I'd be sucking carrots through
a straw in my arm. What happened?
282
00:23:05,175 --> 00:23:07,643
Circumstances were not optimal
for the procedure.
283
00:23:07,978 --> 00:23:12,176
I ain't «the procedure». My name is
Nathan Messinger and I'm right here.
284
00:24:36,967 --> 00:24:39,492
Hello, hello, hello…
285
00:24:42,139 --> 00:24:44,937
Floating, floating. Don't pop it.
Don't pop it!
286
00:24:47,511 --> 00:24:50,605
<i>Do you know the Muffin Man,
the Muffin Man, the Muffin Man?</i>
287
00:25:36,493 --> 00:25:37,221
Hi, Anne.
288
00:25:37,428 --> 00:25:38,918
What are you doing here?
289
00:25:39,596 --> 00:25:41,154
I was on my way up to x-ray…
290
00:25:41,498 --> 00:25:43,659
…and I thought I'd stop in and just…
291
00:25:44,835 --> 00:25:45,859
…hide.
292
00:25:46,837 --> 00:25:47,895
From what?
293
00:25:50,107 --> 00:25:51,597
I should've gone into pediatrics.
294
00:25:52,009 --> 00:25:52,941
Oh, no.
295
00:25:53,310 --> 00:25:55,904
Every guy you meet
is either married or a gyno.
296
00:25:56,213 --> 00:25:59,080
Never date a man who knows more
about your vagina than you do.
297
00:26:02,119 --> 00:26:03,950
Poor little guy.
298
00:26:08,292 --> 00:26:10,157
He never stops crying.
299
00:26:10,360 --> 00:26:12,590
-What's wrong with him?
-No insurance.
300
00:26:14,331 --> 00:26:17,266
Found him in a dumpster
behind the House of Pies.
301
00:26:17,668 --> 00:26:19,499
We worked him up the wazoo
for everything…
302
00:26:19,703 --> 00:26:22,695
…from drug exposure to diabetes.
We got nothing.
303
00:26:23,874 --> 00:26:25,034
May I?
304
00:26:38,055 --> 00:26:39,352
Did you do an ultrasound?
305
00:26:39,556 --> 00:26:41,456
-You hear a murmur?
-Worth a shot.
306
00:26:42,659 --> 00:26:44,490
Okay, baby.
307
00:26:47,698 --> 00:26:50,462
So who are you hiding from?
308
00:26:52,503 --> 00:26:54,266
My patient's wife.
309
00:26:55,239 --> 00:26:58,265
She wants me to tell her that her
husband is going to be okay…
310
00:26:58,575 --> 00:27:01,237
…and that I have every confidence…
311
00:27:02,079 --> 00:27:03,239
…and I don't.
312
00:27:03,580 --> 00:27:06,606
And after all this time,
and after all this work…
313
00:27:06,817 --> 00:27:09,285
…I suddenly have this feeling that…
314
00:27:10,721 --> 00:27:13,281
…none of this is in my hands.
Nothing.
315
00:27:14,591 --> 00:27:15,956
And if it isn't…
316
00:27:16,159 --> 00:27:17,820
…what do I do with that?
317
00:28:17,120 --> 00:28:18,417
Excuse me.
318
00:28:26,396 --> 00:28:27,829
Are you a visitor?
319
00:28:29,566 --> 00:28:30,555
Yes.
320
00:28:31,735 --> 00:28:34,329
Visiting hours have been
over since 8:00.
321
00:28:35,138 --> 00:28:36,901
Why do they have that?
322
00:28:37,407 --> 00:28:38,237
What?
323
00:28:38,475 --> 00:28:39,669
Hours.
324
00:28:40,844 --> 00:28:43,335
Doesn't it help the patient
to be visited?
325
00:28:45,749 --> 00:28:47,717
Who are you visiting?
Mr. Messinger?
326
00:28:47,918 --> 00:28:49,146
Right now?
327
00:28:53,390 --> 00:28:54,357
You.
328
00:28:58,595 --> 00:28:59,994
I don't need a visitor.
329
00:29:00,197 --> 00:29:01,289
You're not ill?
330
00:29:01,498 --> 00:29:02,590
No.
331
00:29:04,601 --> 00:29:06,626
I'm one of the doctors here.
332
00:29:09,473 --> 00:29:10,997
Are you in despair?
333
00:29:15,646 --> 00:29:17,443
I lost a patient.
334
00:29:18,281 --> 00:29:20,181
You did everything you could?
335
00:29:21,618 --> 00:29:24,212
I was holding his heart
in my hand when he died.
336
00:29:25,489 --> 00:29:27,116
Then he wasn't alone.
337
00:29:27,524 --> 00:29:28,684
Yes, he was.
338
00:29:29,026 --> 00:29:30,152
People die.
339
00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:31,452
Not on my table.
340
00:29:31,662 --> 00:29:34,222
People die when their bodies give out.
341
00:29:34,431 --> 00:29:37,958
It's my job to keep their bodies from
giving out. Or what am I doing here?
342
00:29:38,235 --> 00:29:40,066
It wasn't your fault, Maggie.
343
00:29:40,404 --> 00:29:41,928
I wanted him to live.
344
00:29:42,139 --> 00:29:43,572
He is living.
345
00:29:44,141 --> 00:29:46,132
Just not the way you think.
346
00:29:54,251 --> 00:29:55,878
I don't believe in that.
347
00:29:56,153 --> 00:29:59,247
Some things are true
whether you believe in them or not.
348
00:30:00,991 --> 00:30:02,549
How did you know my name?
349
00:30:06,863 --> 00:30:08,091
What's yours?
350
00:30:10,100 --> 00:30:11,328
Seth.
351
00:30:19,843 --> 00:30:21,606
You better get out of here, Seth…
352
00:30:21,845 --> 00:30:24,575
…or security's going to think
you're a psych patient.
353
00:31:36,920 --> 00:31:39,150
-Where are we?
-Down a liter.
354
00:31:40,791 --> 00:31:41,621
Suction.
355
00:31:42,592 --> 00:31:47,689
<i>I am stuck on Band-Aid brand
'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me</i>
356
00:31:53,637 --> 00:31:58,165
<i>No dying now, Mr. Messinger. Not until
you give me Seth's phone number.</i>
357
00:31:59,543 --> 00:32:02,569
<i>I am stuck on Band-Aid brand</i>
358
00:32:02,779 --> 00:32:05,179
<i>'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me</i>
359
00:32:32,042 --> 00:32:33,737
<i>Those eyes.</i>
360
00:32:34,477 --> 00:32:36,468
<i>The way he looked…</i>
361
00:32:36,980 --> 00:32:39,039
<i>…right down into me.</i>
362
00:32:41,084 --> 00:32:42,415
<i>Seth.</i>
363
00:32:43,887 --> 00:32:46,219
<i>What kind of name is Seth?</i>
364
00:34:47,978 --> 00:34:49,445
I thought you'd be here.
365
00:34:50,714 --> 00:34:51,874
Salty.
366
00:34:52,349 --> 00:34:54,817
My transplant tanked at 2 a.m.
367
00:34:56,386 --> 00:34:57,648
You okay?
368
00:35:04,627 --> 00:35:06,492
You might want to return this.
369
00:35:10,633 --> 00:35:14,364
That part about the spring?
«You knew there'd always be a spring.»
370
00:35:15,138 --> 00:35:16,935
How did you know that…?
371
00:35:17,140 --> 00:35:19,335
What? I didn't give you this book.
372
00:35:23,513 --> 00:35:24,411
You didn't?
373
00:35:24,981 --> 00:35:26,175
Where'd you get it?
374
00:35:38,194 --> 00:35:41,459
Hi. I'm a physician and I think
a patient left that in my office.
375
00:35:41,698 --> 00:35:44,690
-Can you tell me who checked it out?
-I can't tell you who.
376
00:35:44,901 --> 00:35:46,869
I can tell you when.
377
00:35:48,405 --> 00:35:50,032
All right, give me 5 minutes.
378
00:36:21,971 --> 00:36:23,404
Hello, Maggie.
379
00:36:25,842 --> 00:36:27,605
It's nice to see you again.
380
00:36:28,078 --> 00:36:29,739
It's weird to see you again.
381
00:36:30,513 --> 00:36:31,844
Weird is nice.
382
00:36:35,652 --> 00:36:36,744
You like Hemingway?
383
00:36:38,588 --> 00:36:40,180
Yeah, I'm starting to.
384
00:36:46,096 --> 00:36:46,994
May I?
385
00:36:49,732 --> 00:36:52,860
«As I ate the oysters with their
strong taste of the sea…
386
00:36:53,169 --> 00:36:55,330
…and their faint metallic taste…
387
00:36:55,839 --> 00:36:58,273
…as I drank their cold liquid
from each shell…
388
00:36:58,475 --> 00:37:01,376
…and washed it down
with the crisp taste of the wine…
389
00:37:01,678 --> 00:37:03,509
…I lost the empty feeling…
390
00:37:03,847 --> 00:37:05,872
…and began to be happy.»
391
00:37:06,716 --> 00:37:09,207
He never forgets to describe
how things taste.
392
00:37:10,687 --> 00:37:12,018
I like that.
393
00:37:14,724 --> 00:37:16,658
Do you come here a lot?
394
00:37:17,327 --> 00:37:18,624
I live here.
395
00:37:20,063 --> 00:37:20,927
What do you do?
396
00:37:21,965 --> 00:37:22,932
Read.
397
00:37:23,133 --> 00:37:25,465
No, I mean, your work.
398
00:37:26,803 --> 00:37:28,168
I'm a messenger.
399
00:37:30,306 --> 00:37:32,433
What kind of messenger?
A bike messenger?
400
00:37:32,909 --> 00:37:35,309
No, I'm a messenger of God.
401
00:37:37,380 --> 00:37:38,642
Got a message for me?
402
00:37:39,682 --> 00:37:41,240
I already gave it to you.
403
00:37:41,484 --> 00:37:45,511
Did you use my pager? I usually don't
get my messages unless you beep me.
404
00:37:46,656 --> 00:37:49,887
You've definitely been beeped.
405
00:37:52,162 --> 00:37:54,323
-How is Messinger?
-He's good.
406
00:37:54,664 --> 00:37:56,393
The operation went really well.
407
00:37:57,000 --> 00:37:59,161
-It was a good day.
-It was.
408
00:37:59,402 --> 00:38:01,734
Yeah, I didn't kill anybody today.
409
00:38:02,338 --> 00:38:05,068
-You're an excellent doctor.
-How do you know?
410
00:38:05,975 --> 00:38:07,135
I have a feeling.
411
00:38:07,510 --> 00:38:09,671
That's pretty flimsy evidence.
412
00:38:10,613 --> 00:38:11,671
Close your eyes.
413
00:38:14,617 --> 00:38:16,050
It's just for a moment.
414
00:38:36,272 --> 00:38:37,796
What am I doing?
415
00:38:39,943 --> 00:38:42,207
You're touching me.
416
00:38:43,213 --> 00:38:44,612
Touch.
417
00:38:46,216 --> 00:38:47,547
How do you know?
418
00:38:49,085 --> 00:38:50,746
Because I feel it.
419
00:38:59,562 --> 00:39:01,120
You should trust that.
420
00:39:01,898 --> 00:39:03,729
You don't trust it enough.
421
00:39:16,412 --> 00:39:18,573
-Let's go somewhere.
-Where?
422
00:39:19,148 --> 00:39:20,115
I don't care.
423
00:39:21,317 --> 00:39:22,614
What do you want to do?
424
00:39:23,419 --> 00:39:24,909
Anything.
425
00:40:10,466 --> 00:40:12,093
What's that like?
426
00:40:14,837 --> 00:40:16,566
What's it taste like?
427
00:40:16,973 --> 00:40:18,668
Describe it. Like Hemingway.
428
00:40:20,910 --> 00:40:22,901
Well, it tastes like…
429
00:40:23,880 --> 00:40:25,142
…a pear.
430
00:40:25,915 --> 00:40:28,042
You don't know what a pear tastes like?
431
00:40:28,751 --> 00:40:31,379
I don't know what a pear
tastes like to you.
432
00:40:37,660 --> 00:40:38,991
Sweet…
433
00:40:39,362 --> 00:40:40,727
…juicy.
434
00:40:42,332 --> 00:40:45,165
Soft on your tongue.
Grainy…
435
00:40:45,568 --> 00:40:48,401
…like sugary sand that
dissolves in your mouth.
436
00:40:52,275 --> 00:40:53,537
How's that?
437
00:40:56,746 --> 00:40:58,236
It's perfect.
438
00:41:15,698 --> 00:41:20,226
The first time I looked in a microscope
I knew I wanted to be a doctor.
439
00:41:23,606 --> 00:41:25,540
Okay, let me have your hand.
440
00:41:26,142 --> 00:41:27,370
What for?
441
00:41:27,577 --> 00:41:29,374
We'll take a look at your blood.
442
00:41:30,413 --> 00:41:32,142
Not a possibility.
443
00:41:35,551 --> 00:41:36,745
Men.
444
00:41:36,953 --> 00:41:39,285
I suppose you know a woman's
threshold of pain…
445
00:41:39,489 --> 00:41:41,423
…is 9 times higher than a man's.
446
00:41:52,568 --> 00:41:54,001
Take a look at that.
447
00:41:57,740 --> 00:41:59,799
That's bright.
448
00:42:04,981 --> 00:42:06,312
That's me.
449
00:42:07,350 --> 00:42:08,578
All those cells.
450
00:42:10,019 --> 00:42:11,748
That's all you are.
451
00:42:13,956 --> 00:42:16,322
That and all the space in between.
452
00:42:17,593 --> 00:42:19,686
If this is all you are…
453
00:42:19,929 --> 00:42:21,692
…these cells…
454
00:42:22,598 --> 00:42:24,828
…then when they die, that's the end.
455
00:42:26,135 --> 00:42:27,932
I don't know. I think so.
456
00:42:29,939 --> 00:42:31,736
How do you explain it?
457
00:42:31,941 --> 00:42:32,930
What?
458
00:42:34,610 --> 00:42:36,771
The enduring myth of Heaven.
459
00:42:41,851 --> 00:42:44,319
I used to think that I had it
all figured out.
460
00:42:44,520 --> 00:42:45,646
But you didn't?
461
00:42:46,022 --> 00:42:47,114
No.
462
00:42:52,528 --> 00:42:56,487
Because something happened
in my O.R. and I got…
463
00:42:57,033 --> 00:43:00,525
…this jolt. I got this feeling
that there's something…
464
00:43:01,003 --> 00:43:04,530
…bigger out there. Something bigger
than me, bigger than you, and it…
465
00:43:06,142 --> 00:43:07,871
Does that sound crazy?
466
00:43:08,644 --> 00:43:09,702
No.
467
00:43:11,047 --> 00:43:13,845
I couldn't fix him.
I did everything right…
468
00:43:14,050 --> 00:43:15,813
…and I couldn't fix him.
469
00:43:16,986 --> 00:43:18,715
That's not supposed to happen.
470
00:43:21,491 --> 00:43:22,890
And I…
471
00:43:23,493 --> 00:43:24,824
You cried.
472
00:43:28,097 --> 00:43:29,189
Yeah.
473
00:43:31,334 --> 00:43:32,995
Why do people cry?
474
00:43:33,669 --> 00:43:34,397
What?
475
00:43:35,104 --> 00:43:37,572
I mean, what happens physically?
476
00:43:41,377 --> 00:43:45,040
Tear ducts operate on a normal basis
to lubricate and protect the eye.
477
00:43:45,248 --> 00:43:48,547
When you have an emotion,
they overact and create tears.
478
00:43:48,751 --> 00:43:50,742
Why? Why do they overact?
479
00:43:53,589 --> 00:43:54,920
I don't know.
480
00:43:57,727 --> 00:43:59,752
Maybe emotion becomes so intense…
481
00:43:59,962 --> 00:44:01,896
…your body just can't contain it.
482
00:44:02,098 --> 00:44:05,829
Your mind and your feelings
become too powerful.
483
00:44:06,035 --> 00:44:07,764
Your body weeps.
484
00:44:14,110 --> 00:44:15,077
I have to go.
485
00:44:15,378 --> 00:44:17,369
I got to go. Stay right here.
486
00:44:17,880 --> 00:44:19,211
Don't go anywhere.
487
00:44:19,715 --> 00:44:21,205
Stay right there.
488
00:44:42,238 --> 00:44:43,728
-Get the tube out.
-He can't breathe.
489
00:44:43,973 --> 00:44:45,873
It's because the tube is blocked.
490
00:44:57,987 --> 00:44:59,420
How you feeling?
491
00:44:59,755 --> 00:45:01,655
Ready to hit the waves.
492
00:45:01,857 --> 00:45:04,519
I'm afraid your bodysurfing
days are over.
493
00:45:07,096 --> 00:45:11,123
You got a mean tattoo going there.
What does your wife think of that?
494
00:45:12,301 --> 00:45:14,166
That is my wife.
495
00:45:23,279 --> 00:45:25,509
Check his vitals every 15.
496
00:45:42,698 --> 00:45:44,495
I can't see you but I know you're there.
497
00:45:52,375 --> 00:45:54,502
Go back and tell them
that I'm not going.
498
00:45:56,145 --> 00:45:57,635
Not yet.
499
00:46:26,642 --> 00:46:28,041
Where have you been?
500
00:46:28,644 --> 00:46:31,112
Oh, shit. I totally forgot dinner.
501
00:46:31,313 --> 00:46:32,371
Dinner?
502
00:46:33,182 --> 00:46:34,342
With who?
503
00:46:38,287 --> 00:46:41,154
A guy I met. I bumped into him
and we got something to eat.
504
00:46:41,357 --> 00:46:42,949
Did you pack my backpack?
505
00:46:43,826 --> 00:46:45,157
What else?
506
00:46:46,462 --> 00:46:47,759
We talked…
507
00:46:47,963 --> 00:46:50,158
…and then I got beeped
and he disappeared.
508
00:46:50,366 --> 00:46:51,697
Why did you pack my backpack?
509
00:46:52,168 --> 00:46:53,965
Earl, what are you doing?
510
00:46:54,170 --> 00:46:56,866
I thought we'd fly up to Tahoe,
use your uncle's cabin…
511
00:46:57,073 --> 00:46:58,370
…maybe do a little hiking.
512
00:47:00,042 --> 00:47:01,031
What?
513
00:47:03,946 --> 00:47:05,777
God. Is it…?
514
00:47:06,115 --> 00:47:07,377
Maggie, it's just a tick.
515
00:47:07,850 --> 00:47:10,751
-Get a match.
-We're not going to burn him, Jordan.
516
00:47:10,986 --> 00:47:12,920
It'll back out.
Can't leave the head in.
517
00:47:13,122 --> 00:47:16,285
-We can't just be burning tick heads.
-Then get some alcohol.
518
00:47:16,492 --> 00:47:17,481
I don't have any.
519
00:47:17,693 --> 00:47:19,991
-You don't have any alcohol?
-I don't operate here.
520
00:47:20,196 --> 00:47:21,663
How about some olive oil?
521
00:47:23,699 --> 00:47:26,031
Which kind? JalapeГ±o or rosemary?
522
00:47:26,902 --> 00:47:28,335
Rosemary.
523
00:47:29,572 --> 00:47:33,235
So what did you and your friend--
What did you say his name was?
524
00:47:34,944 --> 00:47:36,002
Seth.
525
00:47:36,212 --> 00:47:38,077
What did you two talk about?
526
00:47:39,849 --> 00:47:41,043
Dying.
527
00:47:43,519 --> 00:47:47,182
Come on, we deal with life and death
every day. Why can't we talk about it?
528
00:47:47,456 --> 00:47:50,448
I hope you won't become a
surgeon who prays in the O.R.
529
00:47:59,101 --> 00:48:00,534
Can we talk for a minute?
530
00:48:00,736 --> 00:48:02,067
We'll talk while camping.
531
00:48:02,271 --> 00:48:04,705
Jordan, I can't go camping now.
532
00:48:04,940 --> 00:48:06,635
We need some time together.
533
00:48:07,743 --> 00:48:10,439
All right, let's see if we can
just spend 5 minutes.
534
00:48:10,646 --> 00:48:13,911
Let's see if we can just stand
still together for 5 minutes.
535
00:48:14,784 --> 00:48:15,648
Doing what?
536
00:48:16,152 --> 00:48:17,949
Just being here.
537
00:48:19,388 --> 00:48:21,049
I'll get the trail map.
538
00:48:21,624 --> 00:48:22,716
No, I mean it.
539
00:48:23,159 --> 00:48:24,490
Nothing but us.
540
00:48:27,963 --> 00:48:29,225
What do I do?
541
00:48:30,733 --> 00:48:32,098
Just look at me.
542
00:48:44,246 --> 00:48:45,270
You can't do it.
543
00:48:47,249 --> 00:48:48,944
You can't do it.
544
00:48:49,151 --> 00:48:51,813
-You flinched. You lose!
-You cheat.
545
00:49:06,235 --> 00:49:09,432
<i>That old black magic called…</i>
546
00:49:09,672 --> 00:49:11,435
<i>…love.</i>
547
00:49:12,007 --> 00:49:13,634
<i>Thank you very much.</i>
548
00:49:13,876 --> 00:49:17,539
<i>Welcome back. We've been talking
to mothers who are members of the KKK.</i>
549
00:49:19,849 --> 00:49:21,510
You want to watch anything?
550
00:49:25,221 --> 00:49:26,552
Me neither.
551
00:49:35,030 --> 00:49:36,964
How do you know when I'm here?
552
00:49:42,671 --> 00:49:44,002
Hello.
553
00:49:46,208 --> 00:49:47,800
Jeez, you look good.
554
00:49:48,978 --> 00:49:52,345
I forgot how good everybody looked.
555
00:49:54,984 --> 00:49:57,077
30 years of silence.
556
00:49:57,319 --> 00:50:01,050
You got guts, kid, showing yourself
like that. I appreciate that. I do.
557
00:50:01,257 --> 00:50:02,656
It'll make it easier.
558
00:50:04,026 --> 00:50:06,358
I got to tell you, I feel fine.
559
00:50:06,562 --> 00:50:08,189
You might want to check your orders…
560
00:50:08,397 --> 00:50:10,456
…because I sure don't feel
like I'm dying.
561
00:50:10,699 --> 00:50:11,961
You're not dying.
562
00:50:12,201 --> 00:50:15,693
Right. Then how come you're
hanging around my room all the time?
563
00:50:15,905 --> 00:50:18,237
I'm the only one with his ass
hanging out of his dress.
564
00:50:19,708 --> 00:50:21,232
Unless…
565
00:50:24,747 --> 00:50:26,408
Could it be…
566
00:50:27,516 --> 00:50:28,710
…the doctor?
567
00:50:30,352 --> 00:50:31,751
Sure.
568
00:50:31,954 --> 00:50:33,512
The doctor.
569
00:50:34,256 --> 00:50:36,087
She's pretty.
570
00:50:36,292 --> 00:50:37,919
A little flat-chested…
571
00:50:38,193 --> 00:50:39,922
…but all you need's a handful.
572
00:50:40,129 --> 00:50:42,290
-Who are you?
-This is good.
573
00:50:42,731 --> 00:50:44,926
This is what they call…
574
00:50:45,134 --> 00:50:47,364
…«serendipitous».
575
00:50:47,569 --> 00:50:50,902
Look that up in the dictionary,
you'll see a picture of you and me.
576
00:50:51,173 --> 00:50:52,435
Thank you.
577
00:50:59,448 --> 00:51:01,211
You ready to deal?
578
00:51:01,717 --> 00:51:04,447
Because I can answer all
your questions, friend.
579
00:51:14,463 --> 00:51:15,521
How's the French toast?
580
00:51:16,298 --> 00:51:17,265
Fabulous.
581
00:51:17,466 --> 00:51:18,626
Set me up.
582
00:51:27,242 --> 00:51:29,233
Guess I should introduce myself.
583
00:51:29,945 --> 00:51:31,469
Come on, give me your hand.
584
00:51:33,282 --> 00:51:35,580
Put it in mine. There you go.
585
00:51:35,784 --> 00:51:37,843
A little tighter. Tighter. There you go.
586
00:51:38,087 --> 00:51:39,577
No, that's too much.
587
00:51:39,788 --> 00:51:41,983
There you go. Good grip.
588
00:51:43,092 --> 00:51:44,559
Nathaniel Messinger.
589
00:51:44,760 --> 00:51:46,591
Glutton, hedonist…
590
00:51:46,795 --> 00:51:51,164
…former celestial body,
recent addition to the human race.
591
00:51:55,037 --> 00:51:56,732
I don't believe you.
592
00:51:56,939 --> 00:51:58,270
You want proof?
593
00:51:58,707 --> 00:52:00,641
You hang out at a library.
594
00:52:00,843 --> 00:52:02,538
You can speak every language.
595
00:52:02,778 --> 00:52:04,803
You travel with the speed of thought…
596
00:52:05,014 --> 00:52:06,982
<i>…and you're reading my mind right now.</i>
597
00:52:07,449 --> 00:52:08,438
Stop that.
598
00:52:08,650 --> 00:52:09,878
You're doing it.
599
00:52:11,653 --> 00:52:12,711
It's impossible.
600
00:52:13,155 --> 00:52:16,283
«Some things are true
whether you believe them or not.»
601
00:52:18,794 --> 00:52:19,954
How?
602
00:52:20,662 --> 00:52:21,993
-You choose.
-Choose?
603
00:52:22,197 --> 00:52:23,858
To fall to Earth.
604
00:52:24,066 --> 00:52:27,126
You take the plunge,
the tumble, the dive.
605
00:52:27,336 --> 00:52:29,361
You jump off a bridge.
Leap out a window.
606
00:52:29,571 --> 00:52:32,472
You just make up your mind
to do it and you do it.
607
00:52:35,677 --> 00:52:38,737
You wake up all smelly
and aching from head to toe…
608
00:52:38,947 --> 00:52:40,744
…and hungrier than you've
ever been…
609
00:52:40,983 --> 00:52:44,544
…only you have no idea what hunger is
or any of that stuff…
610
00:52:44,753 --> 00:52:48,746
…so it's all real confusing
and painful, but very, very good.
611
00:52:51,527 --> 00:52:52,858
Human.
612
00:52:54,763 --> 00:52:55,923
Listen, kid…
613
00:52:57,366 --> 00:53:00,529
…He gave these bozos
the greatest gift in the universe.
614
00:53:00,736 --> 00:53:02,829
You think He didn't give it to us too?
615
00:53:03,138 --> 00:53:04,002
Which gift?
616
00:53:04,740 --> 00:53:06,401
Free will, brother.
617
00:53:07,609 --> 00:53:09,167
Free will.
618
00:53:36,738 --> 00:53:38,365
Couldn't get a job.
619
00:53:38,874 --> 00:53:40,774
No past, no training.
620
00:53:41,043 --> 00:53:42,533
No I.D.
621
00:53:43,045 --> 00:53:46,742
Then one day, I was walking
past a building site.
622
00:53:46,949 --> 00:53:48,416
A skyscraper.
623
00:53:48,617 --> 00:53:51,245
And I thought, «I could do that».
624
00:53:51,453 --> 00:53:53,421
You see, these people down here…
625
00:53:53,622 --> 00:53:56,682
…a lot of them are afraid of heights,
you know what I'm saying?
626
00:53:56,892 --> 00:54:00,123
That makes me uniquely qualified.
627
00:54:00,729 --> 00:54:04,563
And besides, it feels like
a little bit of home up here.
628
00:54:04,733 --> 00:54:06,064
And I like what I do.
629
00:54:06,268 --> 00:54:07,462
I'm good at it.
630
00:54:10,072 --> 00:54:12,302
These things'll kill you.
631
00:54:14,109 --> 00:54:15,337
Are there others?
632
00:54:16,145 --> 00:54:17,737
Others like you?
633
00:54:18,113 --> 00:54:19,580
Yeah, they're out there.
634
00:54:20,082 --> 00:54:23,984
You see them, but most of the time
you just walk on by.
635
00:54:24,419 --> 00:54:28,082
Nobody likes to think of the old life.
You know, what they gave up.
636
00:54:28,790 --> 00:54:30,348
Then why'd you do it?
637
00:54:39,835 --> 00:54:41,462
My daughter, Ruth…
638
00:54:41,670 --> 00:54:43,501
…her stupid husband, Frank…
639
00:54:44,173 --> 00:54:45,640
…and my grandkids.
640
00:54:45,841 --> 00:54:48,309
Petie's 4, Hannah's 6.
641
00:54:51,713 --> 00:54:54,273
And this is my wife, Teresa.
642
00:54:57,653 --> 00:54:58,984
Did you…
643
00:54:59,955 --> 00:55:01,513
…tell her who you were?
644
00:55:02,624 --> 00:55:05,184
I started to try once or twice.
645
00:55:05,561 --> 00:55:07,529
Then I thought, «Why do that to her?»
646
00:55:07,729 --> 00:55:09,060
Do what?
647
00:55:09,631 --> 00:55:11,462
It's too much for them.
648
00:55:12,701 --> 00:55:15,135
People don't believe in us anymore.
649
00:55:24,680 --> 00:55:26,910
Do they still gather together
at sunrise?
650
00:55:27,482 --> 00:55:29,347
And sunset, yes.
651
00:55:30,719 --> 00:55:32,209
Take me there?
652
00:55:43,665 --> 00:55:45,257
Can you hear it?
653
00:55:56,111 --> 00:55:57,169
No.
654
00:56:16,131 --> 00:56:17,723
I can't hear that!
655
00:56:17,966 --> 00:56:20,366
But you can't feel this!
656
00:56:20,869 --> 00:56:22,200
Nathan!
657
00:56:29,378 --> 00:56:30,675
You have to go back.
658
00:56:30,879 --> 00:56:32,972
Not until I catch the big wave.
659
00:56:37,386 --> 00:56:38,546
Wait.
660
00:56:39,154 --> 00:56:40,314
Wait.
661
00:56:40,555 --> 00:56:42,045
Wait for what?
662
00:56:43,225 --> 00:56:44,317
Swim!
663
00:57:20,095 --> 00:57:22,086
And then you just…
664
00:57:22,564 --> 00:57:23,690
…fall.
665
00:57:24,232 --> 00:57:25,824
-Fall?
-Dive.
666
00:57:26,868 --> 00:57:28,927
You make up your mind to do it…
667
00:57:29,938 --> 00:57:31,371
…and you do it.
668
00:57:31,940 --> 00:57:34,204
And when you wake up, you're…?
669
00:57:34,876 --> 00:57:36,241
Yes.
670
00:57:38,547 --> 00:57:40,447
To smell the air.
671
00:57:40,916 --> 00:57:42,406
Taste water.
672
00:57:42,617 --> 00:57:43,777
Read a newspaper.
673
00:57:43,985 --> 00:57:44,713
To lie.
674
00:57:44,986 --> 00:57:46,453
Through your teeth.
675
00:57:47,089 --> 00:57:48,056
To feed the dog.
676
00:57:51,059 --> 00:57:52,390
Touch her hair.
677
00:57:54,930 --> 00:57:56,454
What are you waiting for?
678
00:58:02,070 --> 00:58:04,595
There is so much beauty up here.
679
00:58:06,441 --> 00:58:07,738
Yes.
680
00:58:32,801 --> 00:58:34,063
Here you are again.
681
00:58:35,670 --> 00:58:37,467
We release your friend
Messinger tomorrow.
682
00:58:37,773 --> 00:58:38,933
That's good.
683
00:58:39,141 --> 00:58:42,542
His family's having a kind
of a welcome-home party.
684
00:58:45,647 --> 00:58:47,171
Will you be going?
685
00:58:47,682 --> 00:58:49,172
Will you be going?
686
00:58:52,020 --> 00:58:52,952
This is Earl.
687
00:58:53,221 --> 00:58:54,552
He told me.
688
00:58:55,657 --> 00:58:56,885
What else does he tell you?
689
00:58:57,092 --> 00:59:01,051
He worries that you never sleep.
And he loves to see you smile.
690
00:59:01,863 --> 00:59:04,991
Sometimes I think Earl's the
only one who understands me.
691
00:59:05,200 --> 00:59:06,224
What about your boyfriend?
692
00:59:06,802 --> 00:59:08,133
Do you love him?
693
00:59:11,139 --> 00:59:12,470
Love? I don't know.
694
00:59:12,674 --> 00:59:14,073
What does that mean?
695
00:59:14,976 --> 00:59:17,035
I was hoping you could tell me.
696
00:59:18,046 --> 00:59:20,173
It's a word…
697
00:59:20,382 --> 00:59:23,044
…that describes a chemical react--
698
00:59:24,653 --> 00:59:27,315
It's just crap. I'm full of crap.
699
00:59:29,224 --> 00:59:32,660
I wait all day, just hoping
for one more minute with you…
700
00:59:32,894 --> 00:59:34,384
…and I don't even know you.
701
00:59:35,030 --> 00:59:36,691
What do you want to know?
702
00:59:38,733 --> 00:59:40,496
Why you wear the same
clothes all the time.
703
00:59:40,702 --> 00:59:42,932
Why won't you give me your phone number?
704
00:59:44,072 --> 00:59:45,198
Are you married?
705
00:59:45,874 --> 00:59:46,932
No.
706
00:59:47,843 --> 00:59:48,832
Are you homeless?
707
00:59:50,378 --> 00:59:51,504
No.
708
00:59:52,614 --> 00:59:53,808
Are you a drummer?
709
00:59:58,720 --> 01:00:00,711
Why don't you ever touch me?
710
01:00:04,693 --> 01:00:06,422
I don't want to hurt you.
711
01:00:08,864 --> 01:00:10,422
You won't hurt me.
712
01:00:35,457 --> 01:00:36,822
Did you feel that?
713
01:00:50,305 --> 01:00:52,603
If I could make you understand…
714
01:00:55,777 --> 01:00:57,301
I understand.
715
01:01:02,150 --> 01:01:03,742
I'll see you around.
716
01:02:08,650 --> 01:02:09,844
Hey, Doc!
717
01:02:12,687 --> 01:02:15,383
No, give me the whole package.
Come here.
718
01:02:16,257 --> 01:02:17,815
-Hi.
-Thanks for coming.
719
01:02:18,026 --> 01:02:19,357
You look great.
720
01:02:21,229 --> 01:02:22,161
Is this heaven?
721
01:02:22,564 --> 01:02:23,826
Look at this.
722
01:02:28,403 --> 01:02:30,234
Come on, let's meet some people.
723
01:02:30,605 --> 01:02:32,072
You got an appetite?
724
01:02:36,611 --> 01:02:38,044
Have a beer, Seth.
725
01:02:38,880 --> 01:02:39,938
Where you from?
726
01:02:41,516 --> 01:02:42,141
Up.
727
01:02:42,417 --> 01:02:44,578
North. Uh, Canada.
728
01:02:51,726 --> 01:02:53,284
Listen. Can you hear?
729
01:02:54,262 --> 01:02:55,695
I'm growing.
730
01:02:56,398 --> 01:02:57,330
Smile, Hannah.
731
01:03:07,042 --> 01:03:08,475
How long have you known Seth?
732
01:03:10,445 --> 01:03:11,776
Not very long.
733
01:03:13,281 --> 01:03:15,545
But I feel like I've known him forever.
734
01:03:16,618 --> 01:03:18,609
Honey, that hurts.
735
01:03:20,722 --> 01:03:22,485
You're just like Grandpa.
736
01:03:24,559 --> 01:03:25,719
Come on.
737
01:03:26,394 --> 01:03:27,725
Let's see if the cookies are done.
738
01:03:28,229 --> 01:03:29,253
Come on, Seth.
739
01:03:29,464 --> 01:03:31,728
-Can I help you?
-Yeah, great.
740
01:03:37,138 --> 01:03:38,400
How did you two meet?
741
01:03:40,108 --> 01:03:42,906
He works with me over at the site.
Construction work.
742
01:03:43,845 --> 01:03:45,107
I thought he was a messenger.
743
01:03:46,281 --> 01:03:48,340
Yeah, he's one of those…
744
01:03:48,583 --> 01:03:49,550
…hyphenates.
745
01:03:50,485 --> 01:03:51,816
I'll be right back.
746
01:04:31,493 --> 01:04:33,120
Here, can you cut this up?
747
01:04:41,035 --> 01:04:43,469
So in what province in Canada
were you born?
748
01:04:44,506 --> 01:04:46,303
I wasn't born in Canada.
749
01:04:50,945 --> 01:04:52,242
What are your parents' names?
750
01:05:00,755 --> 01:05:02,086
No parents.
751
01:05:09,464 --> 01:05:12,365
You have very delicate hands
for a construction worker.
752
01:05:12,700 --> 01:05:14,133
I'm not a construction worker.
753
01:05:14,435 --> 01:05:16,596
Very pale hands. Let me see.
754
01:05:20,575 --> 01:05:22,975
-Why did you do that?
-Let me see your hand.
755
01:05:23,278 --> 01:05:24,108
No.
756
01:05:26,247 --> 01:05:27,271
What's your last name?
757
01:05:27,582 --> 01:05:28,674
You know my last name.
758
01:05:28,983 --> 01:05:30,109
I don't.
759
01:05:32,453 --> 01:05:33,442
Plate.
760
01:05:34,289 --> 01:05:35,347
Seth Plate?
761
01:05:42,130 --> 01:05:43,620
I cut you.
762
01:05:45,600 --> 01:05:46,999
I cut you.
763
01:05:49,237 --> 01:05:53,196
I cut you with that knife.
I felt it go in. You felt it.
764
01:05:54,175 --> 01:05:55,540
Not the way you do.
765
01:05:57,078 --> 01:05:58,670
The way I do?
What does that mean?
766
01:05:58,980 --> 01:06:02,541
You mean the way a doctor does?
The way a woman does? What?
767
01:06:02,851 --> 01:06:04,182
The way…
768
01:06:05,420 --> 01:06:06,387
…a human does.
769
01:06:08,923 --> 01:06:10,390
I have no sense of touch.
770
01:06:11,826 --> 01:06:12,588
You feel that?
771
01:06:13,161 --> 01:06:14,628
Don't be frightened.
772
01:06:14,929 --> 01:06:16,123
You freak!
773
01:06:16,431 --> 01:06:17,557
You liar!
774
01:06:18,099 --> 01:06:19,896
Who-- What are you?
775
01:06:20,268 --> 01:06:21,826
I came to take Mr. Balford…
776
01:06:23,171 --> 01:06:24,729
…and I saw you.
777
01:06:26,774 --> 01:06:29,038
I couldn't take my eyes off you.
778
01:06:29,878 --> 01:06:31,709
How you fought for him.
779
01:06:33,781 --> 01:06:35,681
And you looked right at me…
780
01:06:36,351 --> 01:06:38,046
…like I was a man.
781
01:06:38,620 --> 01:06:41,521
-«To take Mr. Balford»?
-I was there.
782
01:06:41,823 --> 01:06:45,725
-We're always there in every room.
-What are you talking about?
783
01:06:46,194 --> 01:06:47,684
I was there in the stairwell…
784
01:06:48,663 --> 01:06:50,688
…when you cried for your patient.
785
01:06:51,032 --> 01:06:53,364
And I touched you. Remember?
786
01:06:55,470 --> 01:06:57,062
Why are you doing this?
787
01:06:58,473 --> 01:07:00,202
Because I'm in love with you.
788
01:07:08,216 --> 01:07:09,774
I don't believe you.
789
01:07:10,752 --> 01:07:12,117
Do you feel that?
790
01:07:15,056 --> 01:07:16,489
You don't want to believe me.
791
01:07:17,158 --> 01:07:19,126
I cannot conceive of it!
792
01:07:21,195 --> 01:07:22,560
Just get out!
793
01:07:23,665 --> 01:07:24,962
Get out!
794
01:08:15,316 --> 01:08:16,340
Doctor?
795
01:08:19,387 --> 01:08:20,479
Doctor?
796
01:09:07,435 --> 01:09:08,561
Hello?
797
01:09:15,610 --> 01:09:16,668
Seth?
798
01:09:20,348 --> 01:09:21,576
Are you here?
799
01:10:18,539 --> 01:10:20,302
I want to see you.
800
01:10:22,910 --> 01:10:24,639
Let me see you.
801
01:10:54,308 --> 01:10:55,798
Just stay.
802
01:10:58,746 --> 01:11:00,941
Just stay until I fall asleep.
803
01:11:38,152 --> 01:11:39,881
Oh, yes!
804
01:11:42,823 --> 01:11:44,154
Thank you.
805
01:12:05,713 --> 01:12:07,510
The baby can't sleep.
806
01:12:08,282 --> 01:12:09,977
Has anyone ever seen the baby sleep?
807
01:12:10,284 --> 01:12:12,582
I don't know. Let's check him out.
808
01:12:22,330 --> 01:12:23,524
Choanal atresia.
809
01:12:23,731 --> 01:12:26,029
There's hardly any air getting through.
810
01:12:26,801 --> 01:12:27,733
How did you know?
811
01:12:29,837 --> 01:12:31,202
I just…
812
01:12:33,040 --> 01:12:34,029
…knew!
813
01:13:00,001 --> 01:13:01,059
Maggie?
814
01:13:01,736 --> 01:13:02,703
Yeah.
815
01:13:03,004 --> 01:13:04,130
Are you alone?
816
01:13:05,006 --> 01:13:05,973
Yeah.
817
01:13:10,077 --> 01:13:12,477
Pretty intuitive call on the baby.
818
01:13:12,847 --> 01:13:14,075
Think so?
819
01:13:15,583 --> 01:13:16,675
I couldn't have done it better.
820
01:13:18,152 --> 01:13:19,642
Well, that's a compliment.
821
01:13:34,702 --> 01:13:35,532
What are you doing?
822
01:13:36,604 --> 01:13:38,037
I'm spending time with you.
823
01:13:40,941 --> 01:13:42,340
Will you marry me?
824
01:13:43,344 --> 01:13:45,244
We can finally get up to Tahoe.
825
01:13:45,613 --> 01:13:47,046
Get married on the Nevada side…
826
01:13:47,348 --> 01:13:49,373
…honeymoon and be back
before we miss a case.
827
01:13:51,686 --> 01:13:54,177
What do you want me to do?
Get down on my knees?
828
01:13:54,855 --> 01:13:56,083
What do you want me to say?
829
01:13:57,124 --> 01:13:58,751
We belong together.
830
01:13:59,360 --> 01:14:01,021
We're the same species.
831
01:14:07,635 --> 01:14:11,093
I'm not very good at matters
of the heart. I mean…
832
01:14:11,706 --> 01:14:13,435
…the proverbial heart.
833
01:14:16,711 --> 01:14:18,235
Please be my wife.
834
01:14:22,750 --> 01:14:23,944
Just think about it.
835
01:14:39,700 --> 01:14:40,826
Breathe in.
836
01:14:44,805 --> 01:14:45,863
Breathe in.
837
01:14:59,420 --> 01:15:00,512
I'm good.
838
01:15:08,462 --> 01:15:13,126
I don't understand a God who would let
us meet, if we could never be together.
839
01:15:16,771 --> 01:15:17,829
He didn't tell you.
840
01:15:22,076 --> 01:15:23,043
Tell me what?
841
01:15:23,711 --> 01:15:24,973
Maybe you should ask him.
842
01:15:25,746 --> 01:15:27,407
No, I'm asking you.
843
01:15:38,959 --> 01:15:40,722
Seth knows no fear…
844
01:15:41,028 --> 01:15:42,290
…no pain…
845
01:15:42,596 --> 01:15:44,086
…no hunger.
846
01:15:45,266 --> 01:15:47,666
He hears music in the sunrise.
847
01:15:50,037 --> 01:15:51,800
But he'd give it all up.
848
01:15:52,106 --> 01:15:53,596
He loves you that much.
849
01:15:56,377 --> 01:15:58,004
I don't understand.
850
01:16:01,148 --> 01:16:02,638
He can fall.
851
01:16:03,317 --> 01:16:05,945
He can give up his existence
as he knows it.
852
01:16:06,287 --> 01:16:09,279
He can give up eternity and become…
853
01:16:09,590 --> 01:16:10,784
…one of us.
854
01:16:11,625 --> 01:16:12,956
It's up to you.
855
01:16:14,895 --> 01:16:16,453
How do you know this?
856
01:16:22,436 --> 01:16:23,960
Because I did it.
857
01:17:01,509 --> 01:17:03,409
Seth, I need to talk to you.
858
01:17:07,948 --> 01:17:09,848
Seth, please.
859
01:17:12,887 --> 01:17:13,911
Please be here.
860
01:17:16,323 --> 01:17:18,223
God, help me through this.
861
01:17:29,603 --> 01:17:31,264
You are so beautiful.
862
01:17:34,041 --> 01:17:35,770
You'll always be that way.
863
01:17:39,346 --> 01:17:41,211
Jordan asked me to go away with him…
864
01:17:41,515 --> 01:17:42,880
…and get married.
865
01:17:45,753 --> 01:17:47,152
He knows me.
866
01:17:48,556 --> 01:17:50,547
He knows the demands of my work.
867
01:17:51,158 --> 01:17:52,887
You don't love him.
868
01:17:54,094 --> 01:17:55,618
He and I are the same.
869
01:17:58,332 --> 01:17:59,731
And I want that.
870
01:18:03,504 --> 01:18:07,304
And I want somebody who can
feel my hand when I touch him.
871
01:18:09,076 --> 01:18:10,703
But you can feel me.
872
01:18:11,011 --> 01:18:12,672
You felt me.
873
01:18:14,381 --> 01:18:16,110
I want to say goodbye.
874
01:18:18,419 --> 01:18:20,148
I don't want to see you again.
875
01:22:21,662 --> 01:22:23,095
Hey, buddy.
876
01:22:24,097 --> 01:22:25,530
You can't be in here.
877
01:22:26,433 --> 01:22:27,400
Do you see me?
878
01:22:29,336 --> 01:22:30,826
Do you see me?
879
01:22:31,338 --> 01:22:32,703
Can you see me?
880
01:22:33,006 --> 01:22:34,166
We can see you.
881
01:22:36,143 --> 01:22:37,542
Is this blood?
882
01:22:37,845 --> 01:22:38,709
This is blood!
883
01:22:39,112 --> 01:22:40,238
Is it red?
884
01:22:40,848 --> 01:22:41,746
Red?
885
01:22:42,182 --> 01:22:43,410
Is it red?
886
01:22:44,852 --> 01:22:46,319
Color.
887
01:22:46,620 --> 01:22:48,679
What color were the drugs you took?
888
01:22:49,990 --> 01:22:51,355
Better get your butt out of here.
889
01:22:52,292 --> 01:22:53,384
You got somewhere to go?
890
01:22:57,331 --> 01:22:58,559
Maggie.
891
01:23:10,811 --> 01:23:13,575
<i>Down and down and down I go</i>
892
01:23:13,881 --> 01:23:16,111
<i>Round and round and round I go</i>
893
01:23:16,884 --> 01:23:18,511
<i>Round and spin</i>
894
01:23:18,819 --> 01:23:20,878
<i>Loving the spin I'm in</i>
895
01:23:21,221 --> 01:23:23,746
<i>Loving that old black magic…</i>
896
01:23:24,057 --> 01:23:25,957
<i>…called love</i>
897
01:23:27,527 --> 01:23:29,392
<i>Love!</i>
898
01:23:30,731 --> 01:23:31,891
Hi!
899
01:23:41,842 --> 01:23:45,141
I was wondering if you could tell me
how to get to the county hospital?
900
01:24:29,323 --> 01:24:30,483
Can I help you, sir?
901
01:24:30,691 --> 01:24:33,524
I'll just take a moment
to catch my breath.
902
01:24:34,594 --> 01:24:35,356
Breath!
903
01:24:38,932 --> 01:24:39,956
Maggie Rice.
904
01:24:41,702 --> 01:24:42,896
Are you a patient?
905
01:24:43,270 --> 01:24:44,862
No. I just need to find her, please.
906
01:24:45,272 --> 01:24:47,638
You'll have to call her office.
Someone there can help you.
907
01:24:48,308 --> 01:24:49,502
Do you know where she is?
908
01:24:50,310 --> 01:24:52,244
No, sir, I do not know where she is.
909
01:24:55,615 --> 01:24:57,207
You have this computer…
910
01:24:58,618 --> 01:25:00,643
…and all this technology.
Can't you look her up?
911
01:25:04,524 --> 01:25:05,718
Where's Maggie?
912
01:25:11,131 --> 01:25:12,758
So you're a friend of Maggie's?
913
01:25:14,968 --> 01:25:16,196
What happened to you?
914
01:25:16,536 --> 01:25:17,503
Sorry.
915
01:25:17,904 --> 01:25:19,098
It's okay.
916
01:25:22,209 --> 01:25:23,403
I fell.
917
01:25:23,877 --> 01:25:25,037
Evidently.
918
01:25:25,379 --> 01:25:26,573
Off a train?
919
01:25:27,547 --> 01:25:29,071
I fell in love.
920
01:25:36,490 --> 01:25:38,082
Please help me find her.
921
01:25:43,330 --> 01:25:46,663
She went to Lake Tahoe. Her uncle
has a cabin on the Nevada side.
922
01:25:47,000 --> 01:25:47,932
Wait!
923
01:26:19,599 --> 01:26:20,793
Cassiel.
924
01:26:21,768 --> 01:26:22,962
Are you there?
925
01:26:32,112 --> 01:26:32,908
Hello.
926
01:27:28,101 --> 01:27:29,363
Where you headed?
927
01:27:31,171 --> 01:27:31,967
Tahoe!
928
01:27:33,340 --> 01:27:34,602
Reno!
929
01:27:34,941 --> 01:27:35,999
Tahoe!
930
01:27:36,676 --> 01:27:38,007
I'm going to Reno.
931
01:27:38,345 --> 01:27:39,812
I'm going to Tahoe.
932
01:27:40,347 --> 01:27:42,713
Hop in. We'll figure it out
when we get there.
933
01:30:00,020 --> 01:30:01,510
Am I too late?
934
01:30:03,290 --> 01:30:04,279
Too late?
935
01:30:05,258 --> 01:30:06,350
Jordan?
936
01:30:10,764 --> 01:30:12,527
I couldn't marry Jordan.
937
01:30:15,869 --> 01:30:17,530
I'm in love with you.
938
01:30:25,679 --> 01:30:27,044
What happened?
939
01:30:30,517 --> 01:30:31,882
Free will.
940
01:30:47,033 --> 01:30:48,557
I feel you.
941
01:32:07,614 --> 01:32:09,104
Do you feel that?
942
01:32:09,449 --> 01:32:10,575
Yes.
943
01:32:12,552 --> 01:32:13,814
And that?
944
01:32:17,957 --> 01:32:20,755
How's it feel?
Tell me what it feels like.
945
01:32:21,795 --> 01:32:23,092
I can't.
946
01:32:25,131 --> 01:32:26,098
Try.
947
01:32:28,001 --> 01:32:29,195
Warm.
948
01:32:34,641 --> 01:32:35,938
Aching.
949
01:32:54,093 --> 01:32:55,287
It's okay.
950
01:32:58,164 --> 01:32:59,324
We fit together.
951
01:32:59,666 --> 01:33:00,690
I know.
952
01:33:01,501 --> 01:33:03,526
We were made to fit together.
953
01:33:25,124 --> 01:33:28,116
I always asked the dying what
they liked best about living.
954
01:33:30,797 --> 01:33:32,594
Wrote it down in my book.
955
01:33:35,101 --> 01:33:36,295
This is it.
956
01:33:37,937 --> 01:33:39,632
This is what I like best.
957
01:33:40,573 --> 01:33:42,734
You haven't even started yet.
958
01:33:43,543 --> 01:33:45,909
We have our whole lives together.
959
01:33:46,312 --> 01:33:47,506
You and me.
960
01:33:47,714 --> 01:33:49,682
Mr. and Mrs. Plate.
961
01:39:26,285 --> 01:39:27,183
I'll get help.
962
01:39:27,553 --> 01:39:28,212
You're here.
963
01:39:28,888 --> 01:39:30,446
-Stay.
-I should get help.
964
01:39:30,656 --> 01:39:32,715
Don't go. The driver went.
965
01:39:32,959 --> 01:39:34,290
Please stay.
966
01:39:34,627 --> 01:39:36,492
Please stay with me.
967
01:39:37,296 --> 01:39:38,729
I'm scared.
968
01:39:43,469 --> 01:39:44,936
I screwed up.
969
01:39:46,339 --> 01:39:48,239
I wanted to show you everything.
970
01:39:48,708 --> 01:39:49,902
You will.
971
01:39:53,546 --> 01:39:56,276
You came all this way.
972
01:39:57,650 --> 01:39:59,174
I'm sorry.
973
01:40:00,253 --> 01:40:02,187
God, no, Maggie!
974
01:40:03,322 --> 01:40:04,755
To touch you…
975
01:40:05,091 --> 01:40:06,058
…and to feel you.
976
01:40:06,993 --> 01:40:10,019
To be able to hold your hand right now.
977
01:40:10,429 --> 01:40:11,623
You know what that means?
978
01:40:11,831 --> 01:40:14,527
Do you know how much I love you?
979
01:40:19,071 --> 01:40:21,130
Keep looking at me, okay?
980
01:40:22,742 --> 01:40:24,539
Look right in my eyes.
981
01:40:26,512 --> 01:40:28,139
Someone's out there.
982
01:40:30,182 --> 01:40:33,640
Don't look at them.
Please don't you look at them!
983
01:40:33,853 --> 01:40:35,377
Is this what happens?
984
01:40:42,528 --> 01:40:43,495
Yes.
985
01:40:50,069 --> 01:40:51,764
This is what happens.
986
01:40:56,208 --> 01:40:58,005
I'm not afraid.
987
01:41:02,114 --> 01:41:03,741
When they ask me…
988
01:41:05,885 --> 01:41:07,250
…what I liked the best…
989
01:41:09,555 --> 01:41:10,715
…I'll tell them…
990
01:41:11,057 --> 01:41:12,524
…it was you.
991
01:41:42,688 --> 01:41:43,780
God!
992
01:43:47,346 --> 01:43:49,871
I can't see you but I know you're there.
993
01:43:52,384 --> 01:43:53,578
I'm sorry.
994
01:43:57,356 --> 01:43:58,550
Get out.
995
01:44:01,193 --> 01:44:03,753
Was it you? Were you the one?
Were you there?
996
01:44:04,363 --> 01:44:05,295
No.
997
01:44:06,565 --> 01:44:07,759
Why did He do this?
998
01:44:08,067 --> 01:44:09,034
I don't know.
999
01:44:09,268 --> 01:44:10,462
Because her number was up?
1000
01:44:11,670 --> 01:44:13,262
What do you want me to say?
1001
01:44:21,080 --> 01:44:22,240
Am I being punished?
1002
01:44:22,448 --> 01:44:24,040
You know better than that.
1003
01:44:25,818 --> 01:44:27,217
That's life.
1004
01:44:29,288 --> 01:44:30,482
You're living now.
1005
01:44:32,424 --> 01:44:33,413
And one day…
1006
01:44:34,093 --> 01:44:35,390
…you'll be dying.
1007
01:44:42,201 --> 01:44:43,225
What's it like?
1008
01:44:44,537 --> 01:44:45,469
What?
1009
01:44:46,572 --> 01:44:47,596
Warmth.
1010
01:44:49,875 --> 01:44:51,308
It's wonderful.
1011
01:44:53,445 --> 01:44:55,572
If you'd known this
was going to happen…
1012
01:44:57,249 --> 01:44:58,580
…would you have done it?
1013
01:45:04,723 --> 01:45:06,657
I would rather have had…
1014
01:45:08,394 --> 01:45:10,328
…one breath of her hair…
1015
01:45:14,066 --> 01:45:15,829
…one kiss of her mouth…
1016
01:45:18,904 --> 01:45:20,929
…one touch of her hand…
1017
01:45:23,175 --> 01:45:25,370
…than an eternity without it.
1018
01:45:28,414 --> 01:45:29,506
One.

1
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Woman: <i>I don't…
I don't really pray,</i>
2
00:00:21,221 --> 00:00:25,324
<i>but if you could just
help me out here,</i>
3
00:00:25,392 --> 00:00:27,226
<i>I promise.</i>
4
00:00:29,829 --> 00:00:31,897
<i>1-0-5.</i>
5
00:00:31,965 --> 00:00:36,835
<i>105, oh, my God!
Ok, ok, run a bath.</i>
6
00:00:36,903 --> 00:00:38,537
<i>Call the doctor.
Just run a bath.</i>
7
00:00:38,605 --> 00:00:40,205
<i>Get her into the bath.</i>
8
00:00:40,273 --> 00:00:42,741
<i>Dr. Curtis, 625…</i>
9
00:00:42,809 --> 00:00:44,109
<i>Oh, he won't be there.</i>
10
00:00:44,177 --> 00:00:46,712
<i>Thermometer.
What is a thermometer mercury?</i>
11
00:00:46,780 --> 00:00:48,247
<i>How does it even work?</i>
12
00:00:48,314 --> 00:00:49,882
<i>Maybe I can page him.</i>
13
00:00:49,949 --> 00:00:51,984
Susan! Susie!
14
00:00:52,052 --> 00:00:54,853
Mommy needs you to get up now.
15
00:00:54,921 --> 00:00:55,854
Cold.
16
00:00:55,922 --> 00:01:00,459
I know. I know.
Hang on. Hang on.
17
00:01:01,494 --> 00:01:02,528
[Crying]
18
00:01:02,595 --> 00:01:05,030
Hey, it just feels cold
because you're so hot.
19
00:01:05,098 --> 00:01:07,266
Susan. Susan, stay with me.
20
00:01:07,333 --> 00:01:10,135
Susan. Susan!
21
00:01:13,039 --> 00:01:15,307
Man: Has she been
disoriented, confused?
22
00:01:15,375 --> 00:01:18,510
She said that she
saw a man in her bedroom.
23
00:01:22,148 --> 00:01:23,482
Are you cold?
24
00:01:26,519 --> 00:01:28,520
Man: Ok, swing in.
A little wide now.
25
00:01:33,927 --> 00:01:35,294
Doctor: Let's give her O-2.
26
00:01:35,361 --> 00:01:36,295
Nurse: Yes, doctor.
27
00:01:36,362 --> 00:01:39,765
Cap her right away.
28
00:01:46,072 --> 00:01:47,840
Doctor: How's her breathing?
29
00:02:07,760 --> 00:02:10,295
[Flat line beep]
30
00:02:13,633 --> 00:02:15,467
Are you God?
31
00:02:16,936 --> 00:02:19,872
No. My name is Seth.
32
00:02:19,939 --> 00:02:21,673
Where are we going?
33
00:02:21,741 --> 00:02:23,609
Home.
34
00:02:24,577 --> 00:02:26,011
Can mommy come?
35
00:02:26,079 --> 00:02:28,647
No.
36
00:02:30,316 --> 00:02:33,085
[Sobbing]
37
00:02:33,153 --> 00:02:34,620
Oh, my God.
38
00:02:36,489 --> 00:02:38,457
She won't understand.
39
00:02:38,525 --> 00:02:40,459
She will…
40
00:02:40,527 --> 00:02:42,494
Someday.
41
00:02:49,769 --> 00:02:52,271
Can I ask you something?
42
00:02:52,338 --> 00:02:54,106
Yes.
43
00:02:54,174 --> 00:02:57,576
What did you like best?
44
00:02:57,644 --> 00:02:59,745
Pajamas.
45
00:03:25,338 --> 00:03:28,473
She definitely knew what she liked.
46
00:03:28,541 --> 00:03:29,641
Pajamas?
47
00:03:29,709 --> 00:03:31,944
Flannel, with feet.
48
00:03:32,011 --> 00:03:34,112
Pajamas.
49
00:03:34,180 --> 00:03:35,714
Excellent choice.
50
00:03:35,782 --> 00:03:36,748
What else?
51
00:03:36,816 --> 00:03:39,885
«In the elevator
of the Bradbury Building,
52
00:03:39,953 --> 00:03:43,889
a man touched a woman's
bare skin by accident,
53
00:03:43,957 --> 00:03:47,259
but it made her turn and
look at him in such a way.»
54
00:03:48,661 --> 00:03:50,596
And they…
55
00:03:50,663 --> 00:03:51,630
Yes.
56
00:03:51,698 --> 00:03:53,131
Oh.
57
00:03:53,199 --> 00:03:55,200
That was a good day.
58
00:03:55,268 --> 00:03:57,936
Do you ever wonder
what that would be like…
59
00:03:58,004 --> 00:04:00,038
Touch?
60
00:04:00,106 --> 00:04:01,840
No.
61
00:04:01,908 --> 00:04:03,775
Yes, you do.
62
00:04:04,677 --> 00:04:08,013
Uh-huh, occasionally. Yes.
63
00:04:09,082 --> 00:04:10,849
Touch.
64
00:04:28,568 --> 00:04:30,769
<i>I'm not asking
for it every night.</i>
65
00:04:30,837 --> 00:04:31,803
<i>Just twice a week.</i>
66
00:04:31,871 --> 00:04:33,338
<i>Blue eyes.</i>
67
00:04:33,406 --> 00:04:34,673
<i>He's never going to leave her.</i>
68
00:04:34,741 --> 00:04:36,041
<i>20 minutes. 20 minutes.</i>
69
00:04:36,109 --> 00:04:38,677
<i>Everything in this damn
city is 20 minutes.</i>
70
00:04:38,745 --> 00:04:40,779
<i>It's never 20 minutes.</i>
71
00:04:50,723 --> 00:04:52,557
[Siren beeps]
72
00:05:01,768 --> 00:05:04,803
[Woman's inaudible thoughts]
73
00:05:07,774 --> 00:05:09,841
<i>6 pounds 4 ounces.</i>
74
00:05:09,909 --> 00:05:12,911
<i>My daughter has a daughter.</i>
75
00:05:24,657 --> 00:05:27,059
<i>$20,000 at 21%.</i>
76
00:05:27,126 --> 00:05:30,429
<i>Pay it off with another card at 14%.</i>
77
00:05:30,496 --> 00:05:31,763
<i>Oh, shit!</i>
78
00:05:31,831 --> 00:05:34,166
Federal 595, heavy slow immediately
79
00:05:34,233 --> 00:05:36,568
to match preceding aircraft. Over.
80
00:05:36,636 --> 00:05:38,904
<i>Jesus, wake up, wake up!</i>
81
00:05:53,586 --> 00:05:57,189
The little girl asked me
if she could be an angel.
82
00:05:57,256 --> 00:05:59,091
They all want wings.
83
00:05:59,158 --> 00:06:01,393
I never know what to say.
84
00:06:01,461 --> 00:06:03,495
Tell them the truth.
85
00:06:03,563 --> 00:06:05,597
Angels aren't human.
86
00:06:05,665 --> 00:06:07,866
We were never human.
87
00:06:07,934 --> 00:06:09,668
What if I just make her
88
00:06:09,736 --> 00:06:11,870
a little pair of wings out of paper?
89
00:06:11,938 --> 00:06:14,005
Tell her the truth.
90
00:06:14,073 --> 00:06:16,141
I told her.
91
00:06:16,209 --> 00:06:17,642
And?
92
00:06:17,710 --> 00:06:20,078
How did she take it?
93
00:06:20,146 --> 00:06:21,646
She said, «what good would wings be
94
00:06:21,714 --> 00:06:24,583
if you couldn't feel
the wind on your face?»
95
00:06:50,109 --> 00:06:51,276
[Car horns beeping]
96
00:06:51,344 --> 00:06:53,879
Reporter: On the 101 through
Downtown L.A., no delays.
97
00:06:54,947 --> 00:06:56,915
No, shit! Jesus!
98
00:06:58,785 --> 00:07:00,952
Man: Get to work!
99
00:07:01,020 --> 00:07:05,724
[Car horns beeping]
100
00:07:11,230 --> 00:07:14,065
[Siren]
101
00:07:29,382 --> 00:07:32,250
[Beeper beeping]
102
00:07:35,354 --> 00:07:38,023
[Beeper beeping]
103
00:08:05,151 --> 00:08:06,685
What do we got?
104
00:08:06,752 --> 00:08:07,786
50-year-old male had a huge
105
00:08:07,854 --> 00:08:09,921
anterior wall M.I. this morning.
106
00:08:09,989 --> 00:08:11,456
Collapsed while jogging.
107
00:08:11,524 --> 00:08:14,860
Paramedics resuscitated him,
but his ekg's pretty ugly.
108
00:08:14,927 --> 00:08:16,595
He's hypotensive.
109
00:08:16,662 --> 00:08:18,129
This diagonal looks tight, too.
110
00:08:18,197 --> 00:08:20,899
Who cathed him?
111
00:08:20,967 --> 00:08:23,335
Rosenberg.
112
00:08:23,402 --> 00:08:24,336
Be right in.
113
00:08:24,403 --> 00:08:26,438
The patient wants to meet you.
114
00:08:38,184 --> 00:08:40,652
He's pretty out of it.
115
00:08:42,388 --> 00:08:44,956
Nurse: The doctor's here.
116
00:09:08,381 --> 00:09:10,315
We're just gonna cool to 32 today.
117
00:09:10,383 --> 00:09:11,483
Man: Ok.
118
00:09:11,551 --> 00:09:13,351
Sucker.
119
00:09:16,589 --> 00:09:17,923
Jimmy.
120
00:09:20,393 --> 00:09:23,562
[Blues music playing]
121
00:09:33,806 --> 00:09:35,006
Vein.
122
00:09:49,422 --> 00:09:52,057
My kid started walking.
123
00:09:52,124 --> 00:09:54,626
3 unassisted steps.
124
00:09:54,694 --> 00:09:56,161
Get it on video?
125
00:09:56,228 --> 00:09:58,597
I wasn't even there.
126
00:09:58,664 --> 00:09:59,831
Failed as a father already.
127
00:09:59,899 --> 00:10:01,099
How does that feel?
128
00:10:01,167 --> 00:10:03,101
[Laughs]
129
00:10:05,204 --> 00:10:06,404
Retrograde on.
130
00:10:09,642 --> 00:10:12,744
Come down to half flow.
Give me a little volume.
131
00:10:12,812 --> 00:10:14,579
Coming down to half flow.
Here comes your volume.
132
00:10:14,647 --> 00:10:15,680
Ready to come off?
133
00:10:15,748 --> 00:10:16,681
Ready.
134
00:10:16,749 --> 00:10:17,682
Ok, let's come off.
135
00:10:17,750 --> 00:10:19,184
Ok, we're coming down,
136
00:10:19,251 --> 00:10:22,053
we're clamped, and off bypass.
137
00:10:22,121 --> 00:10:25,357
[Flat line beep]
138
00:10:31,764 --> 00:10:33,131
[Beeping]
139
00:10:40,573 --> 00:10:43,208
[Blues music playing again]
140
00:10:46,746 --> 00:10:48,046
Oh, shit.
141
00:10:49,248 --> 00:10:50,582
What are you missing?
142
00:10:50,650 --> 00:10:51,883
A sponge.
143
00:10:53,052 --> 00:10:54,586
Bummer.
144
00:10:59,592 --> 00:11:01,526
Got it!
145
00:11:01,594 --> 00:11:03,028
[Telephone rings]
146
00:11:03,095 --> 00:11:05,630
Woman: O.R. 3.
147
00:11:07,400 --> 00:11:09,000
Thank you, everybody.
148
00:11:09,068 --> 00:11:11,069
Presbyterian's on line 2.
149
00:11:11,137 --> 00:11:13,004
Watch his rhythm.
It's gonna be irritable.
150
00:11:16,676 --> 00:11:17,709
She's getting good, huh?
151
00:11:17,777 --> 00:11:20,111
Yeah, she's getting that attitude, too.
152
00:11:20,179 --> 00:11:22,614
Getting an attitude?
153
00:11:22,682 --> 00:11:24,282
[Alarm]
154
00:11:24,350 --> 00:11:25,884
Oh, shit, V-tec!
155
00:11:25,951 --> 00:11:27,585
Christ! Paddles!
156
00:11:27,653 --> 00:11:30,021
Kill the music.
Get her back in here.
157
00:11:30,089 --> 00:11:31,089
Charge on 2.
158
00:11:31,157 --> 00:11:32,123
Charging 200.
159
00:11:32,191 --> 00:11:33,591
Go, go, go, go, go.
160
00:11:33,659 --> 00:11:34,626
Dr. Rice.
161
00:11:34,694 --> 00:11:36,594
Man: 200?
Ready.
162
00:11:36,662 --> 00:11:38,897
Clear!
163
00:11:40,299 --> 00:11:42,467
Ready.
Clear.
164
00:11:42,535 --> 00:11:44,069
Defib…
No pressure.
165
00:11:44,136 --> 00:11:45,136
Have you given lidocaine?
166
00:11:45,204 --> 00:11:46,137
Hundred's gone in.
167
00:11:46,205 --> 00:11:47,739
Buzz him again.
Paddles at 300.
168
00:11:47,807 --> 00:11:49,240
300.
Clear.
169
00:11:49,308 --> 00:11:50,742
Still nothing.
170
00:11:50,810 --> 00:11:51,743
Start compression.
171
00:11:51,811 --> 00:11:52,811
Kill the alarm.
172
00:11:52,878 --> 00:11:55,180
[Alarm stops]
173
00:11:57,516 --> 00:11:59,350
Hold up.
It's not working.
174
00:11:59,418 --> 00:12:01,486
Gotta open him.
How long to go back on?
175
00:12:01,554 --> 00:12:03,788
Uh, it'll take me 10 minutes to set up.
176
00:12:03,856 --> 00:12:05,790
Man: Come on.
Nothing.
177
00:12:05,858 --> 00:12:08,026
Knife.
178
00:12:14,700 --> 00:12:17,469
Internal paddles, charge 20.
179
00:12:17,536 --> 00:12:19,037
Ready.
180
00:12:19,105 --> 00:12:20,472
Hit it.
181
00:12:20,539 --> 00:12:22,440
<i>Nada.</i>
182
00:12:22,508 --> 00:12:24,275
Go to 30.
183
00:12:24,343 --> 00:12:25,276
Hit it.
184
00:12:25,344 --> 00:12:26,277
[Buzz]
185
00:12:26,345 --> 00:12:28,113
No response.
186
00:12:28,180 --> 00:12:30,014
Tom, I gotta get back on bypass here.
187
00:12:30,082 --> 00:12:32,150
Almost there.
Give me 7 more minutes.
188
00:12:32,218 --> 00:12:34,219
Come on. Come on.
189
00:12:34,286 --> 00:12:38,156
Come on, don't do this.
190
00:12:39,391 --> 00:12:40,325
He's going.
191
00:12:40,392 --> 00:12:42,193
He's not going anywhere.
192
00:12:51,504 --> 00:12:54,439
Come on, don't do this.
Come on.
193
00:12:56,709 --> 00:12:58,710
Damn it, come on.
194
00:13:00,179 --> 00:13:01,913
Tom!
195
00:13:02,982 --> 00:13:04,449
Come on.
196
00:13:04,517 --> 00:13:05,950
Come on.
197
00:13:09,722 --> 00:13:12,957
Tom! Come on!
198
00:13:22,935 --> 00:13:27,438
Yeah, that means I'll have to get rid…
199
00:13:27,506 --> 00:13:28,439
Mrs. Balford?
200
00:13:28,507 --> 00:13:31,709
Oh, where's the doctor?
201
00:13:32,878 --> 00:13:33,878
I'm the doctor.
202
00:13:33,946 --> 00:13:35,213
Oh, I'm sorry. I…
203
00:13:35,281 --> 00:13:37,081
That's all right.
204
00:13:37,149 --> 00:13:38,550
I operated on your husband.
205
00:13:38,617 --> 00:13:40,652
How is he?
206
00:13:42,855 --> 00:13:44,255
He didn't survive.
207
00:13:47,493 --> 00:13:48,726
What?
208
00:13:50,663 --> 00:13:52,730
We were able to restore
a blood flow to the heart
209
00:13:52,798 --> 00:13:54,065
with the operation,
210
00:13:54,133 --> 00:13:55,200
but he developed
a lethal arrhythmia,
211
00:13:55,267 --> 00:13:57,068
and we were unable
to resuscitate him.
212
00:13:57,136 --> 00:13:58,736
Wait I'm sorry.
I don't understand.
213
00:13:58,804 --> 00:14:01,306
Uh, a what?
214
00:14:04,643 --> 00:14:06,444
I'm sorry.
215
00:14:07,713 --> 00:14:12,050
But… But, um, do you…
216
00:14:12,117 --> 00:14:14,118
Excuse me, I'm sorry.
I'm…
217
00:14:14,186 --> 00:14:16,321
What did you say?
218
00:14:19,058 --> 00:14:20,959
What?
219
00:14:21,026 --> 00:14:23,795
Oh, my God.
220
00:14:23,863 --> 00:14:26,364
[All crying]
221
00:14:32,104 --> 00:14:34,505
Oh, my God!
222
00:14:52,558 --> 00:14:55,493
<i>On the table,
on my table, I'm sorry.</i>
223
00:14:55,561 --> 00:14:57,629
<i>I'm sorry.</i>
224
00:14:59,531 --> 00:15:02,166
<i>I'm sorry. What happened?
What happened?</i>
225
00:15:02,234 --> 00:15:05,136
<i>The graft occluded? What?</i>
226
00:15:05,204 --> 00:15:09,407
<i>It was textbook.
It was textbook.</i>
227
00:15:15,214 --> 00:15:17,715
<i>I'm so sorry.</i>
228
00:15:19,919 --> 00:15:21,786
<i>The room got so big.
I was so small.</i>
229
00:15:21,854 --> 00:15:24,155
<i>How did I get so small?</i>
230
00:15:24,223 --> 00:15:25,990
<i>I should have gone back on.</i>
231
00:15:26,058 --> 00:15:28,126
<i>I should have massaged longer.</i>
232
00:15:28,193 --> 00:15:30,228
<i>I should have gone back on.</i>
233
00:15:30,296 --> 00:15:31,329
<i>I should have massaged longer.</i>
234
00:15:31,397 --> 00:15:32,397
<i>I lost it.</i>
235
00:15:32,464 --> 00:15:34,599
[Siren]
236
00:15:34,667 --> 00:15:37,769
<i>I lost it.</i>
237
00:15:50,816 --> 00:15:54,919
[Baseball game playing on radio]
238
00:15:54,987 --> 00:15:58,623
Have you ever been seen, Cassiel?
239
00:15:58,691 --> 00:15:59,590
You're looking at me.
240
00:15:59,658 --> 00:16:02,160
No, not by me
241
00:16:02,227 --> 00:16:04,395
and not by the dying or the delirious.
242
00:16:04,463 --> 00:16:07,865
Have you ever been seen…
243
00:16:07,933 --> 00:16:10,568
Like you were a man?
244
00:16:10,636 --> 00:16:12,537
In a diner once,
245
00:16:12,604 --> 00:16:15,273
a blind woman turned to me
all of a sudden
246
00:16:15,341 --> 00:16:18,142
and asked me
to pass her the mustard.
247
00:16:18,210 --> 00:16:19,344
But she was blind.
248
00:16:19,411 --> 00:16:22,413
Ah, but she knew I was there.
249
00:16:22,481 --> 00:16:25,917
That doctor in the operating room…
250
00:16:27,486 --> 00:16:29,620
She looked right at me.
251
00:16:29,688 --> 00:16:31,022
She didn't see you, Seth.
252
00:16:31,090 --> 00:16:32,690
She can't see you.
253
00:16:32,758 --> 00:16:35,693
No one can see you
unless you want them to.
254
00:16:35,761 --> 00:16:37,495
And if I want her to?
255
00:16:38,630 --> 00:16:40,131
Why do you want her to?
256
00:16:41,767 --> 00:16:43,868
To help her.
257
00:16:43,936 --> 00:16:46,771
Man: Open it! Open it now!
258
00:16:46,839 --> 00:16:48,639
Everybody down!
259
00:16:48,707 --> 00:16:49,907
Get down!
260
00:16:49,975 --> 00:16:52,410
Do it! Do it!
261
00:16:52,478 --> 00:16:54,078
<i>Oh, shit, just give him the money.</i>
262
00:16:54,146 --> 00:16:55,046
<i>Give him the money.</i>
263
00:16:55,114 --> 00:16:56,080
<i>Did I leave the lights on?</i>
264
00:16:56,148 --> 00:16:57,382
<i>Did I leave the lights on?</i>
265
00:16:57,449 --> 00:17:00,151
<i>I should have gone to Ralph's.</i>
266
00:17:00,219 --> 00:17:01,152
Do it!
267
00:17:01,220 --> 00:17:02,854
Relax. I'm doing it, ok?
268
00:17:03,889 --> 00:17:05,923
<i>I never saw the Grand Canyon.</i>
269
00:17:05,991 --> 00:17:06,924
Come on!
270
00:17:06,992 --> 00:17:09,027
<i>I must take my grandkids again.</i>
271
00:17:09,094 --> 00:17:11,629
<i>What am I doing?</i>
272
00:17:11,697 --> 00:17:14,365
<i>Just be cool. Be cool.</i>
273
00:17:18,404 --> 00:17:19,337
Be cool, man.
274
00:17:19,405 --> 00:17:21,739
Be cool.
275
00:17:26,245 --> 00:17:28,379
Holy shit.
276
00:17:30,015 --> 00:17:32,717
They don't need to see us.
277
00:17:50,869 --> 00:17:53,037
Hey, you're early.
278
00:18:05,317 --> 00:18:09,253
[Vomiting]
279
00:18:25,537 --> 00:18:27,004
What's going on?
280
00:18:27,072 --> 00:18:29,574
Ferris was looking for you.
281
00:18:29,641 --> 00:18:31,876
Maggie.
282
00:18:31,944 --> 00:18:33,711
[Beeping]
283
00:18:40,986 --> 00:18:42,653
What's going on?
I have a mitral valve to do.
284
00:18:42,721 --> 00:18:43,888
They canceled it.
285
00:18:45,057 --> 00:18:46,057
Who canceled it?
286
00:18:46,125 --> 00:18:47,158
Sheffield.
287
00:18:47,226 --> 00:18:48,893
Why are you telling me?
288
00:18:48,961 --> 00:18:50,094
He was busy.
289
00:18:50,162 --> 00:18:51,796
He was chickenshit.
290
00:18:51,864 --> 00:18:52,864
Maggie, you're sick.
291
00:18:52,931 --> 00:18:53,898
I'm not sick.
292
00:18:53,966 --> 00:18:55,733
You're sick and you can't operate.
293
00:18:55,801 --> 00:18:57,101
They rescheduled it for monday.
294
00:18:57,169 --> 00:18:58,736
It's an elective valve.
It's no big deal.
295
00:18:58,804 --> 00:18:59,904
It is unprofessional,
296
00:18:59,972 --> 00:19:02,373
and it embarrasses me
in front of my staff.
297
00:19:06,612 --> 00:19:08,746
I saw the chart on Balford.
298
00:19:08,814 --> 00:19:09,747
What?
299
00:19:09,815 --> 00:19:10,781
I'm on the committee, Maggie.
300
00:19:10,849 --> 00:19:11,849
It's on review.
301
00:19:11,917 --> 00:19:13,317
It wasn't your fault.
302
00:19:13,385 --> 00:19:14,452
I know.
303
00:19:14,520 --> 00:19:16,320
Then what's the problem?
304
00:19:20,259 --> 00:19:21,592
I don't know.
305
00:19:21,660 --> 00:19:25,596
Maggie, you put up a terrific fight.
306
00:19:25,664 --> 00:19:28,266
Yeah, we fight
307
00:19:28,333 --> 00:19:29,934
for people's lives in here, right?
308
00:19:30,002 --> 00:19:31,102
Mm-hmm.
309
00:19:31,170 --> 00:19:33,437
Don't you ever wonder
310
00:19:33,505 --> 00:19:35,506
who it is we're fighting with?
311
00:19:39,678 --> 00:19:41,546
So I'm crazy, and I'm
chemically imbalanced.
312
00:19:41,613 --> 00:19:43,247
You're tired.
313
00:19:43,315 --> 00:19:46,317
You have moments.
314
00:19:47,619 --> 00:19:49,287
Why didn't you call me?
315
00:19:51,823 --> 00:19:53,824
Because I never sleep
when you stay over.
316
00:19:53,892 --> 00:19:56,294
You never sleep whether
I stay over or not.
317
00:19:57,963 --> 00:20:01,065
You're good.
You know it.
318
00:20:01,133 --> 00:20:03,868
Come back here monday
and get back on the horse.
319
00:20:05,204 --> 00:20:06,437
Doctor?
320
00:20:12,377 --> 00:20:14,679
I'll see you.
321
00:20:38,437 --> 00:20:41,806
Woman: <i>As I walk along
the stony shore…</i>
322
00:20:41,873 --> 00:20:43,574
Man: <i>…On basin in the north.</i>
323
00:20:43,642 --> 00:20:46,010
<i>Once an island sea breeze…</i>
324
00:20:46,078 --> 00:20:48,512
Woman: <i>…Remains unsaid.</i>
325
00:20:48,580 --> 00:20:52,583
<i>He said, «for all that we say
is the far off remembering</i>
326
00:20:52,651 --> 00:20:54,285
<i>of the intuition.»</i>
327
00:20:54,353 --> 00:20:56,587
<i>[Many voices murmuring]</i>
328
00:21:03,562 --> 00:21:05,062
Man: <i>Commencing search.</i>
329
00:21:05,130 --> 00:21:06,664
Woman: <i>What happened to the cards?</i>
330
00:21:06,732 --> 00:21:08,299
<i>You could touch the cards.</i>
331
00:21:08,367 --> 00:21:10,835
Man: <i>She's been looking
for the last half hour.</i>
332
00:21:10,902 --> 00:21:12,136
<i>Maybe if I just…</i>
333
00:21:12,204 --> 00:21:13,571
Woman: <i>This is
a delicious evening</i>
334
00:21:13,639 --> 00:21:16,907
<i>when the whole body
is one sense…</i>
335
00:21:16,975 --> 00:21:18,075
Woman: <i>What if I screamed?</i>
336
00:21:18,143 --> 00:21:20,244
<i>What if I just screamed right now?</i>
337
00:21:20,312 --> 00:21:22,280
Woman: <i>…Strange liberty in nature.</i>
338
00:21:22,347 --> 00:21:24,615
Man: <i>When a woman decides
to sleep with a man,</i>
339
00:21:24,683 --> 00:21:26,817
<i>there's no walls she cannot scale.</i>
340
00:21:26,885 --> 00:21:29,787
«You knew there would
always be a spring,
341
00:21:29,855 --> 00:21:32,223
as you knew the river
would flow again
342
00:21:32,291 --> 00:21:34,592
after it was frozen.
343
00:21:34,660 --> 00:21:38,696
When the cold rains kept on
and killed the spring,
344
00:21:38,764 --> 00:21:40,731
it was as though a young person
345
00:21:40,799 --> 00:21:44,568
had died for no reason.»
346
00:22:05,957 --> 00:22:08,426
[Humming]
347
00:22:14,966 --> 00:22:18,069
[Footsteps]
348
00:22:18,136 --> 00:22:19,103
All right,
349
00:22:19,171 --> 00:22:22,239
they rescheduled the
operation for monday.
350
00:22:22,307 --> 00:22:23,407
What happened yesterday?
351
00:22:23,475 --> 00:22:25,609
Oh, they had an intramural
golf tournament.
352
00:22:25,677 --> 00:22:27,278
I don't know. Who knows
with these people?
353
00:22:27,346 --> 00:22:28,813
Good morning, Mr. Messinger.
354
00:22:28,880 --> 00:22:32,216
The «g» is soft like messenger.
355
00:22:33,885 --> 00:22:35,319
What is that on your lip?
356
00:22:35,387 --> 00:22:38,356
What? Am I slobbering here?
357
00:22:42,627 --> 00:22:44,762
Where did you get that?
358
00:22:44,830 --> 00:22:46,063
What am I, a prisoner?
359
00:22:46,131 --> 00:22:47,164
You want to get well
360
00:22:47,232 --> 00:22:49,166
or you want Ben and Jerry's?
361
00:22:49,234 --> 00:22:50,735
This operation is a big
deal, Mr. Messinger.
362
00:22:50,802 --> 00:22:52,937
If you're going to continue
to eat in this manner,
363
00:22:53,004 --> 00:22:56,173
you might as well skip it.
Save yourself the 30 grand.
364
00:22:56,241 --> 00:22:57,308
Well, Doc,
365
00:22:57,376 --> 00:22:59,176
if you'd have performed
the operation yesterday
366
00:22:59,244 --> 00:23:00,611
the way you were supposed to,
367
00:23:00,679 --> 00:23:03,381
I'd be sucking carrots
through a straw in my arm.
368
00:23:03,448 --> 00:23:04,915
What the hell happened?
369
00:23:04,983 --> 00:23:07,017
Circumstances were not
optimal for the procedure.
370
00:23:07,085 --> 00:23:08,652
Hey, I ain't the procedure.
371
00:23:08,720 --> 00:23:12,189
My name is Nathan Messinger,
and I'm sitting right here.
372
00:23:22,334 --> 00:23:24,535
The left? Ok.
373
00:23:32,711 --> 00:23:34,145
[Ding]
374
00:24:31,269 --> 00:24:34,071
Girl: Let's go to the mall
and try on dresses.
375
00:24:41,813 --> 00:24:44,615
Boing, boing, don't pop it.
Don't pop it.
376
00:24:44,683 --> 00:24:47,585
# Do you know the muffin man #
377
00:24:47,652 --> 00:24:51,288
# The muffin man, the muffin man? #
378
00:24:51,356 --> 00:24:53,557
Roadrunner: Beep beep!
379
00:24:59,464 --> 00:25:01,899
[Baby gurgling]
380
00:25:33,965 --> 00:25:34,965
Maggie.
381
00:25:35,033 --> 00:25:37,001
Hi, Anne.
382
00:25:37,068 --> 00:25:38,669
What are you doing here?
383
00:25:38,737 --> 00:25:41,038
I was on my way up to x-ray,
384
00:25:41,106 --> 00:25:43,974
and I thought I'd stop in and just…
385
00:25:44,042 --> 00:25:45,676
…hide.
386
00:25:45,744 --> 00:25:47,845
From what?
387
00:25:49,948 --> 00:25:51,448
I should have gone into pediatrics.
388
00:25:51,516 --> 00:25:55,352
Oh, no. Every guy you meet
is either married or a gyno.
389
00:25:55,420 --> 00:25:56,921
Never date a man
390
00:25:56,988 --> 00:25:58,923
who knows more about
your vagina than you do.
391
00:25:58,990 --> 00:26:00,991
[Baby crying]
392
00:26:01,059 --> 00:26:04,161
Oh, poor little guy.
393
00:26:05,797 --> 00:26:10,067
Yeah, ok.
He never stops crying.
394
00:26:10,135 --> 00:26:11,068
What's wrong with him?
395
00:26:11,136 --> 00:26:12,570
No insurance.
396
00:26:12,637 --> 00:26:13,871
Yeah.
397
00:26:13,939 --> 00:26:17,274
Found him in a dumpster
behind the house of pies.
398
00:26:17,342 --> 00:26:19,443
We've worked him up
the wazoo for everything…
399
00:26:19,511 --> 00:26:21,312
from drug exposure to diabetes.
400
00:26:21,379 --> 00:26:22,479
We got nothing.
401
00:26:22,547 --> 00:26:23,814
Mmm. May I?
402
00:26:23,882 --> 00:26:24,815
Sure.
403
00:26:24,883 --> 00:26:26,216
[Crying]
404
00:26:26,284 --> 00:26:28,085
Yeah.
405
00:26:37,596 --> 00:26:39,129
Did you do an ultrasound?
406
00:26:39,197 --> 00:26:40,130
You hear a murmur?
407
00:26:40,198 --> 00:26:41,131
It's worth a shot.
408
00:26:41,199 --> 00:26:42,299
Yeah.
409
00:26:42,367 --> 00:26:45,703
Ok, baby, yes.
410
00:26:47,505 --> 00:26:50,474
So, what are you hiding from?
411
00:26:52,243 --> 00:26:55,813
My patient's wife.
She wants me to tell her
412
00:26:55,880 --> 00:26:57,881
that her husband is gonna be ok,
413
00:26:57,949 --> 00:27:01,752
that I have every confidence, and, um,
414
00:27:01,820 --> 00:27:03,053
I don't.
415
00:27:03,121 --> 00:27:06,423
After all this time
and after all this work,
416
00:27:06,491 --> 00:27:10,361
I… I suddenly have this feeling that…
417
00:27:10,428 --> 00:27:14,331
none of this is in my hands. Nothing.
418
00:27:14,399 --> 00:27:15,733
And if it isn't… if it isn't,
419
00:27:15,800 --> 00:27:18,569
what do I do with that?
420
00:28:16,461 --> 00:28:18,595
Excuse me.
421
00:28:25,036 --> 00:28:27,871
Are you a visitor?
422
00:28:29,274 --> 00:28:30,407
Yes.
423
00:28:30,475 --> 00:28:31,909
Well, visiting hours
424
00:28:31,976 --> 00:28:34,178
have been over since 8:00.
425
00:28:34,245 --> 00:28:36,780
Well, why do they have that?
426
00:28:36,848 --> 00:28:38,082
What?
427
00:28:38,149 --> 00:28:40,050
Hours.
428
00:28:40,118 --> 00:28:43,187
Doesn't it help the patient
to be visited?
429
00:28:43,254 --> 00:28:46,390
Well, who are you visiting…
430
00:28:46,458 --> 00:28:47,624
Mr. Messinger?
431
00:28:47,692 --> 00:28:48,792
Right now?
432
00:28:48,860 --> 00:28:50,160
Yeah.
433
00:28:52,664 --> 00:28:53,964
You.
434
00:28:57,635 --> 00:28:59,503
I don't need a visitor.
435
00:28:59,571 --> 00:29:01,004
You're not ill?
436
00:29:01,072 --> 00:29:02,506
No.
437
00:29:02,574 --> 00:29:06,110
I'm one of the doctors here.
438
00:29:09,080 --> 00:29:10,981
Are you in despair?
439
00:29:14,586 --> 00:29:17,688
I lost a patient.
440
00:29:17,756 --> 00:29:20,057
You did everything you could?
441
00:29:20,125 --> 00:29:22,526
I was holding his heart in my hand
442
00:29:22,594 --> 00:29:24,061
when he died.
443
00:29:24,129 --> 00:29:26,997
He wasn't alone.
444
00:29:27,065 --> 00:29:28,565
Yes, he was.
445
00:29:28,633 --> 00:29:30,000
People die.
446
00:29:30,068 --> 00:29:31,502
Not on my table.
447
00:29:31,569 --> 00:29:32,503
People die,
448
00:29:32,570 --> 00:29:34,037
and their bodies give out.
449
00:29:34,105 --> 00:29:35,205
It's my job
450
00:29:35,273 --> 00:29:36,540
to keep their bodies from giving out,
451
00:29:36,608 --> 00:29:37,808
or what am I doing here?
452
00:29:37,876 --> 00:29:39,910
It wasn't your fault, Maggie.
453
00:29:39,978 --> 00:29:41,745
I wanted him to live.
454
00:29:41,813 --> 00:29:43,213
He is living…
455
00:29:43,281 --> 00:29:46,216
Just not the way you think.
456
00:29:53,391 --> 00:29:55,692
I don't believe in that.
457
00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:56,994
Some things are true
458
00:29:57,061 --> 00:29:59,096
whether you believe in them or not.
459
00:29:59,164 --> 00:30:02,566
How did you know my name?
460
00:30:06,471 --> 00:30:08,105
What's yours?
461
00:30:09,574 --> 00:30:11,375
Seth.
462
00:30:12,677 --> 00:30:14,545
Seth.
463
00:30:18,650 --> 00:30:21,418
You better get out of here, Seth,
464
00:30:21,486 --> 00:30:22,920
or security's gonna think
465
00:30:22,987 --> 00:30:24,588
you're a psych patient.
466
00:31:35,827 --> 00:31:37,261
Where are we?
467
00:31:37,328 --> 00:31:38,996
Down a liter.
468
00:31:39,964 --> 00:31:41,265
Suction.
469
00:31:41,332 --> 00:31:44,968
Maggie: # I am stuck on Band-Aid brand #
470
00:31:45,036 --> 00:31:47,271
# 'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me #
471
00:31:47,338 --> 00:31:50,340
# I am stuck on Band-Aid brand #
472
00:31:50,408 --> 00:31:53,043
# 'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me #
473
00:31:53,111 --> 00:31:55,145
<i>No dying now, Mr. Messinger,</i>
474
00:31:55,213 --> 00:31:58,849
<i>Not until you give me
Seth's phone number.</i>
475
00:31:58,917 --> 00:32:01,752
# I am stuck on Band-Aid brand #
476
00:32:01,819 --> 00:32:05,188
# 'Cause Band-Aid's stuck on me #
477
00:32:31,416 --> 00:32:33,850
<i>Those eyes.</i>
478
00:32:33,918 --> 00:32:36,453
<i>The way he looked right…</i>
479
00:32:36,521 --> 00:32:39,122
<i>Right down into me.</i>
480
00:32:40,825 --> 00:32:42,192
<i>Seth.</i>
481
00:32:43,361 --> 00:32:46,096
<i>What kind of name is Seth?</i>
482
00:32:47,699 --> 00:32:52,869
# You make me feel
like a sticky pistil #
483
00:32:52,937 --> 00:32:59,276
# Leaning into her stamen #
484
00:32:59,344 --> 00:33:05,515
# You make me feel like Mr. Sunshine #
485
00:33:05,583 --> 00:33:09,753
# Himself #
486
00:33:10,955 --> 00:33:13,156
# You make me feel #
487
00:33:13,224 --> 00:33:14,624
# Like splendor #
488
00:33:14,692 --> 00:33:16,860
# In the grass #
489
00:33:16,928 --> 00:33:21,098
# Where we're rolling #
490
00:33:21,165 --> 00:33:22,733
# Damn skippy baby #
491
00:33:22,800 --> 00:33:27,771
# You make me feel
like the amazon's runnin' #
492
00:33:27,839 --> 00:33:32,776
# Between my thighs #
493
00:34:44,749 --> 00:34:45,949
Hey.
494
00:34:47,151 --> 00:34:49,319
I thought you'd be here.
495
00:34:50,321 --> 00:34:51,321
Salty.
496
00:34:51,389 --> 00:34:54,958
My transplant tanked at 2 A.M.
497
00:34:55,960 --> 00:34:57,227
You ok?
498
00:34:57,295 --> 00:34:58,962
Yeah.
499
00:35:02,600 --> 00:35:06,136
Well, you might want to return this.
500
00:35:10,108 --> 00:35:11,541
The part about the spring,
501
00:35:11,609 --> 00:35:14,111
you knew there'd always be a spring?
502
00:35:14,178 --> 00:35:16,746
How did you know that I…
503
00:35:16,814 --> 00:35:17,881
What are you talking about?
504
00:35:17,949 --> 00:35:19,282
I didn't give you this book.
505
00:35:22,620 --> 00:35:24,221
You didn't?
506
00:35:24,288 --> 00:35:26,289
Where'd you get it?
507
00:35:37,435 --> 00:35:39,069
Hi. I'm a physician,
508
00:35:39,137 --> 00:35:41,404
and I think a patient
left that in my office.
509
00:35:41,472 --> 00:35:42,906
Is there any way you can
tell me who checked it out?
510
00:35:42,974 --> 00:35:46,710
I can't tell you who.
I can tell you when.
511
00:35:46,777 --> 00:35:47,777
Ok.
512
00:35:47,845 --> 00:35:50,147
All right.
Give me 5 minutes.
513
00:36:21,445 --> 00:36:23,113
Hello, Maggie.
514
00:36:25,049 --> 00:36:27,551
It's nice to see you again.
515
00:36:27,618 --> 00:36:29,719
It's weird to see you again.
516
00:36:29,787 --> 00:36:31,955
Weird is nice.
517
00:36:35,126 --> 00:36:36,626
You like Hemingway?
518
00:36:36,694 --> 00:36:37,627
Yeah. Yeah.
519
00:36:37,695 --> 00:36:40,697
Uh, yeah.
I'm starting to.
520
00:36:44,702 --> 00:36:45,835
May I?
521
00:36:45,903 --> 00:36:47,837
Yeah.
522
00:36:49,140 --> 00:36:50,740
«As I ate the oysters
523
00:36:50,808 --> 00:36:52,776
with their strong taste of the sea
524
00:36:52,843 --> 00:36:54,778
and their faint metallic taste,
525
00:36:54,845 --> 00:36:58,148
as I drank their cold
liquid from each shell
526
00:36:58,216 --> 00:36:59,583
and washed it down
527
00:36:59,650 --> 00:37:01,284
with the crisp taste of the wine,
528
00:37:01,352 --> 00:37:03,453
I lost the empty feeling
529
00:37:03,521 --> 00:37:06,022
and began to be happy.»
530
00:37:06,090 --> 00:37:07,524
He never forgets
531
00:37:07,592 --> 00:37:09,159
to describe how things taste.
532
00:37:09,227 --> 00:37:11,661
I like that.
533
00:37:12,897 --> 00:37:14,364
Sss… um…
534
00:37:14,432 --> 00:37:16,433
Do you… Do you come here a lot?
535
00:37:16,500 --> 00:37:18,368
I live here.
536
00:37:18,436 --> 00:37:20,670
What do you do?
537
00:37:20,738 --> 00:37:22,172
Read.
538
00:37:22,240 --> 00:37:25,408
No. I mean, your work.
539
00:37:25,476 --> 00:37:27,944
Oh. Oh, I'm a messenger.
540
00:37:28,012 --> 00:37:29,145
Oh.
541
00:37:29,213 --> 00:37:32,182
Well, what kind of messenger,
like a bike messenger?
542
00:37:32,250 --> 00:37:33,183
No.
543
00:37:33,251 --> 00:37:35,051
I'm a messenger of God.
544
00:37:35,119 --> 00:37:38,388
Got a message for me?
545
00:37:38,456 --> 00:37:40,991
I already gave it to you.
546
00:37:41,058 --> 00:37:42,692
Well, did you use my pager,
547
00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:44,094
'cause I usually don't get my messages
548
00:37:44,161 --> 00:37:45,295
unless you beep me.
549
00:37:45,363 --> 00:37:47,564
You've…
550
00:37:47,632 --> 00:37:49,866
definitely been beeped.
551
00:37:51,836 --> 00:37:52,769
How Messinger?
552
00:37:52,837 --> 00:37:54,070
He's good.
553
00:37:54,138 --> 00:37:56,206
Yeah. The operation went really well.
554
00:37:56,274 --> 00:37:57,641
Oh, it was a good day.
555
00:37:57,708 --> 00:37:59,042
It was a good day.
556
00:37:59,110 --> 00:38:01,511
Yeah. I didn't kill anybody today.
557
00:38:01,579 --> 00:38:03,513
You're an excellent doctor.
558
00:38:03,581 --> 00:38:05,015
How do you know?
559
00:38:05,082 --> 00:38:06,850
I have a feeling.
560
00:38:06,917 --> 00:38:09,352
Well, that's pretty flimsy evidence.
561
00:38:09,420 --> 00:38:11,621
Close your eyes.
562
00:38:13,591 --> 00:38:16,026
It's just for a moment.
563
00:38:35,546 --> 00:38:37,480
What am I doing?
564
00:38:39,116 --> 00:38:42,085
You're touching me.
565
00:38:42,153 --> 00:38:44,154
Touch.
566
00:38:45,623 --> 00:38:47,791
How do you know?
567
00:38:47,858 --> 00:38:50,727
Because I feel it.
568
00:38:58,936 --> 00:39:01,004
You should trust that.
569
00:39:01,072 --> 00:39:03,340
You don't trust it enough.
570
00:39:15,586 --> 00:39:17,454
Let's go somewhere.
571
00:39:17,521 --> 00:39:18,455
Where?
572
00:39:18,522 --> 00:39:19,856
I don't care.
573
00:39:19,924 --> 00:39:22,392
What do you want to do?
574
00:39:22,460 --> 00:39:25,362
Anything.
575
00:40:09,807 --> 00:40:12,041
What's that like?
576
00:40:14,378 --> 00:40:15,912
What's it taste like?
577
00:40:15,980 --> 00:40:18,648
Describe it, like Hemingway.
578
00:40:20,151 --> 00:40:23,420
Well, it tastes like, uh…
579
00:40:23,487 --> 00:40:25,021
A pear.
580
00:40:25,089 --> 00:40:28,024
You don't know what
a pear tastes like?
581
00:40:28,092 --> 00:40:31,327
I don't know what a pear
tastes like to you.
582
00:40:36,867 --> 00:40:38,768
Sweet…
583
00:40:38,836 --> 00:40:40,303
Juicy…
584
00:40:41,672 --> 00:40:43,106
Soft on your tongue,
585
00:40:43,174 --> 00:40:46,142
grainy like sugary sand
586
00:40:46,210 --> 00:40:48,111
that dissolves in your mouth.
587
00:40:51,849 --> 00:40:53,016
How's that?
588
00:40:56,053 --> 00:40:57,854
It's perfect.
589
00:41:14,972 --> 00:41:17,106
Maggie: The first time
I looked in a microscope,
590
00:41:17,174 --> 00:41:20,310
that's when I knew
I wanted to be a doctor.
591
00:41:22,980 --> 00:41:25,281
Ok. Let me have your hand.
592
00:41:25,349 --> 00:41:27,150
What for?
593
00:41:27,218 --> 00:41:29,185
We're gonna take a look at your blood.
594
00:41:29,253 --> 00:41:31,921
Not a possibility.
595
00:41:31,989 --> 00:41:33,823
Oh.
596
00:41:34,925 --> 00:41:35,925
Men.
597
00:41:35,993 --> 00:41:37,727
I suppose you know
598
00:41:37,795 --> 00:41:38,862
that a woman's threshold of pain
599
00:41:38,929 --> 00:41:42,265
is 9 times higher than a man's.
600
00:41:47,104 --> 00:41:48,338
Ok.
601
00:41:49,173 --> 00:41:52,075
Ok, take a look…
602
00:41:52,142 --> 00:41:53,443
Take a look at that.
603
00:41:57,014 --> 00:41:57,947
That's…
604
00:41:58,015 --> 00:41:58,882
bright.
605
00:41:58,949 --> 00:42:00,350
Oh.
606
00:42:03,554 --> 00:42:06,155
That's me…
607
00:42:06,223 --> 00:42:08,491
All those cells.
608
00:42:09,627 --> 00:42:11,761
That's all you are.
609
00:42:13,430 --> 00:42:16,065
That, and all the space in between.
610
00:42:16,133 --> 00:42:19,102
If this is all you are…
611
00:42:19,169 --> 00:42:20,570
these cells…
612
00:42:20,638 --> 00:42:24,574
then when they die, that's the end.
613
00:42:24,642 --> 00:42:27,377
I don't know.
I think so.
614
00:42:27,444 --> 00:42:29,078
Hmm.
615
00:42:29,146 --> 00:42:31,247
How do you explain it?
616
00:42:31,315 --> 00:42:32,782
What?
617
00:42:34,151 --> 00:42:36,786
The enduring myth of Heaven.
618
00:42:41,158 --> 00:42:43,960
Well, I used to think that
I had it all figured out.
619
00:42:44,028 --> 00:42:45,428
But you didn't?
620
00:42:45,496 --> 00:42:46,763
No.
621
00:42:48,666 --> 00:42:49,599
No.
622
00:42:49,667 --> 00:42:53,102
Because something happened.
623
00:42:53,170 --> 00:42:54,604
Something happed in my O.R.,
624
00:42:54,672 --> 00:42:56,306
and I got this…
625
00:42:56,373 --> 00:42:57,574
this jolt.
626
00:42:57,641 --> 00:42:59,175
I got this feeling
627
00:42:59,243 --> 00:43:01,477
that there's something
bigger out there.
628
00:43:01,545 --> 00:43:02,879
There's something bigger than me
629
00:43:02,947 --> 00:43:05,281
and bigger than you, and it…
630
00:43:05,349 --> 00:43:08,051
Does that sound crazy?
631
00:43:08,118 --> 00:43:09,652
No.
632
00:43:09,720 --> 00:43:11,654
'Cause I couldn't fix him.
633
00:43:11,722 --> 00:43:16,059
I did everything right,
and I couldn't fix him.
634
00:43:16,126 --> 00:43:18,428
That's not supposed to happen.
635
00:43:20,631 --> 00:43:22,665
And I…
636
00:43:22,733 --> 00:43:24,534
You cried.
637
00:43:27,504 --> 00:43:28,705
Yeah.
638
00:43:30,641 --> 00:43:32,575
Why do people cry?
639
00:43:32,643 --> 00:43:34,177
What do you mean?
640
00:43:34,244 --> 00:43:37,380
I mean, what happens physically?
641
00:43:37,448 --> 00:43:39,248
Well…
642
00:43:39,316 --> 00:43:40,650
Um…
643
00:43:40,718 --> 00:43:42,919
Tear ducts operate on a normal basis
644
00:43:42,987 --> 00:43:44,287
to lubricate and protect the eye,
645
00:43:44,355 --> 00:43:45,722
and when you have an emotion,
646
00:43:45,789 --> 00:43:48,257
they overact and create tears.
647
00:43:48,325 --> 00:43:49,258
Why?
648
00:43:49,326 --> 00:43:51,260
Why do they overact?
649
00:43:51,328 --> 00:43:54,697
I don't know.
650
00:43:54,765 --> 00:43:56,633
Maybe…
651
00:43:56,700 --> 00:43:59,369
Maybe emotion becomes so intense
652
00:43:59,436 --> 00:44:01,371
your body just can't contain it.
653
00:44:01,438 --> 00:44:03,539
Your mind and your feelings
654
00:44:03,607 --> 00:44:05,308
become too powerful,
655
00:44:05,376 --> 00:44:07,377
and your body weeps.
656
00:44:10,381 --> 00:44:13,282
[Pager beeps]
657
00:44:13,350 --> 00:44:14,851
I… I have to go.
658
00:44:14,918 --> 00:44:16,853
I've got to go.
Stay right here.
659
00:44:16,920 --> 00:44:19,255
Don't go anywhere.
660
00:44:19,323 --> 00:44:20,723
Stay right there.
661
00:44:41,712 --> 00:44:42,812
Take the tube out.
662
00:44:42,880 --> 00:44:44,247
He can't breathe.
663
00:44:44,314 --> 00:44:45,615
The tube is blocked.
664
00:44:45,683 --> 00:44:48,618
[Coughing]
665
00:44:52,322 --> 00:44:53,356
Ho oh!
666
00:44:53,424 --> 00:44:54,824
Oh!
667
00:44:54,892 --> 00:44:56,492
[Coughing]
668
00:44:56,560 --> 00:44:58,828
How you feeling?
669
00:44:58,896 --> 00:45:01,097
Ready to hit the waves.
670
00:45:01,165 --> 00:45:02,699
I'm afraid your bodysurfing days
671
00:45:02,766 --> 00:45:04,667
are over.
672
00:45:04,735 --> 00:45:05,768
Ahh…
673
00:45:05,836 --> 00:45:08,771
You got a mean tattoo going there.
674
00:45:08,839 --> 00:45:10,907
What does your wife think of that?
675
00:45:10,974 --> 00:45:13,943
That <i>is</i> my wife.
676
00:45:14,011 --> 00:45:16,479
Oh.
677
00:45:19,883 --> 00:45:21,818
Ok.
678
00:45:22,853 --> 00:45:25,288
Check his vitals every 15.
679
00:45:41,805 --> 00:45:44,474
I can't see you,
but I know you're there.
680
00:45:51,648 --> 00:45:54,283
Go back and tell 'em
that I'm not going.
681
00:45:54,351 --> 00:45:57,153
Not yet.
682
00:46:26,116 --> 00:46:27,884
Where have you been?
683
00:46:27,951 --> 00:46:29,485
Oh, shit.
684
00:46:29,553 --> 00:46:30,987
I totally forgot dinner.
685
00:46:31,054 --> 00:46:32,488
Dinner?
686
00:46:32,556 --> 00:46:33,556
With who?
687
00:46:33,624 --> 00:46:35,057
Well, he's a…
688
00:46:35,125 --> 00:46:36,559
A…
689
00:46:36,627 --> 00:46:39,395
guy I met, I bumped into him,
690
00:46:39,463 --> 00:46:41,564
and then we got something to eat.
691
00:46:41,632 --> 00:46:43,232
Did you pack my backpack?
692
00:46:43,300 --> 00:46:44,300
What else?
693
00:46:44,368 --> 00:46:45,768
Well, um…
694
00:46:45,836 --> 00:46:47,103
We talked,
695
00:46:47,171 --> 00:46:48,604
then I got beeped,
696
00:46:48,672 --> 00:46:50,106
and then he disappeared.
697
00:46:50,174 --> 00:46:51,541
Why did you pack my backpack?
698
00:46:51,608 --> 00:46:53,209
Hey, earl, what are you doing?
699
00:46:53,277 --> 00:46:55,278
I thought we could fly up to tahoe,
700
00:46:55,345 --> 00:46:56,679
use your uncle's cabin,
701
00:46:56,747 --> 00:46:58,748
maybe do a little hiking.
702
00:46:58,816 --> 00:47:01,083
What?
703
00:47:03,654 --> 00:47:04,587
Oh, God.
704
00:47:04,655 --> 00:47:05,688
Is that…
705
00:47:05,756 --> 00:47:07,190
Maggie, it's just a tick.
706
00:47:07,257 --> 00:47:08,691
Get a match.
707
00:47:08,759 --> 00:47:10,560
I'm not gonna burn him, Jordan.
708
00:47:10,627 --> 00:47:11,661
We have to get it to back out.
709
00:47:11,728 --> 00:47:12,728
Wou can't leave the head in.
710
00:47:12,796 --> 00:47:14,297
You can't just be burning tick heads.
711
00:47:14,364 --> 00:47:16,032
Well, then just get some alcohol.
712
00:47:16,099 --> 00:47:17,266
No. I don't have any.
713
00:47:17,334 --> 00:47:18,601
You don't have any alcohol?
714
00:47:18,669 --> 00:47:19,902
No. Well, I don't operate here, Jordan.
715
00:47:19,970 --> 00:47:21,037
How about some olive oil?
716
00:47:21,104 --> 00:47:22,104
Ok.
717
00:47:22,172 --> 00:47:24,006
All right.
Which kind,
718
00:47:24,074 --> 00:47:25,875
Jalapeño or rosemary?
719
00:47:25,943 --> 00:47:27,944
Rosemary.
720
00:47:29,279 --> 00:47:31,314
So, what did you and your friend…
721
00:47:31,381 --> 00:47:33,282
What did you say his name was?
722
00:47:34,451 --> 00:47:35,551
Uh… Seth.
723
00:47:35,619 --> 00:47:38,588
Well, what did you two talk about?
724
00:47:38,655 --> 00:47:41,090
Dying.
725
00:47:42,526 --> 00:47:43,826
Come on, Jordan.
726
00:47:43,894 --> 00:47:45,328
We deal with life and death every day.
727
00:47:45,395 --> 00:47:47,063
Why can't we talk about it?
728
00:47:47,130 --> 00:47:48,965
I hope you're not going to become
729
00:47:49,032 --> 00:47:50,933
one of those surgeons
who prays in the O.R.
730
00:47:51,001 --> 00:47:52,168
Whup.
731
00:47:52,236 --> 00:47:53,970
Ooh.
732
00:47:56,139 --> 00:47:57,673
[Runs water]
733
00:47:57,741 --> 00:48:00,343
Hey, can we just talk for a minute?
734
00:48:00,410 --> 00:48:01,844
We can talk while we're camping.
735
00:48:01,912 --> 00:48:04,480
No, no. Jordan,
I can't go camping now.
736
00:48:04,548 --> 00:48:06,449
We need to spend some time together.
737
00:48:06,516 --> 00:48:08,584
Ok, all right.
All right,
738
00:48:08,652 --> 00:48:10,286
let's see if we can
just spend 5 minutes.
739
00:48:10,354 --> 00:48:11,854
Let's see if we can just stand still
740
00:48:11,922 --> 00:48:13,656
for 5 minutes and just be together.
741
00:48:13,724 --> 00:48:15,491
Doing what?
742
00:48:15,559 --> 00:48:18,027
Just being here.
743
00:48:18,095 --> 00:48:19,695
I'll get the trail map.
744
00:48:19,763 --> 00:48:21,130
No. No, no, no.
745
00:48:21,198 --> 00:48:22,498
No. I mean it.
746
00:48:22,566 --> 00:48:24,533
Nothing but us.
747
00:48:26,603 --> 00:48:29,005
What am I supposed to do?
748
00:48:29,072 --> 00:48:32,074
Well, just look at me.
749
00:48:43,420 --> 00:48:45,254
You can't do it.
750
00:48:46,123 --> 00:48:47,156
You can't.
751
00:48:47,224 --> 00:48:48,524
You can't do it.
752
00:48:48,592 --> 00:48:49,525
You flinched.
753
00:48:49,593 --> 00:48:50,526
You cheat.
754
00:48:50,594 --> 00:48:51,460
You lose.
755
00:48:51,528 --> 00:48:52,862
You lose.
756
00:48:52,930 --> 00:48:54,363
[Giggling]
757
00:48:54,431 --> 00:48:56,232
[Kissing]
758
00:49:00,871 --> 00:49:03,239
# That old black magic #
759
00:49:03,307 --> 00:49:05,708
# Called old black magic #
760
00:49:05,776 --> 00:49:07,977
# Called old black magic #
761
00:49:08,045 --> 00:49:09,145
# Called #
762
00:49:09,212 --> 00:49:11,280
# Love #
763
00:49:11,348 --> 00:49:12,782
Thank you!
764
00:49:12,849 --> 00:49:14,083
Thank you very much.
Welcome back.
765
00:49:14,151 --> 00:49:15,384
We've been talking to mothers
766
00:49:15,452 --> 00:49:17,386
who are also members of the KKK.
767
00:49:17,454 --> 00:49:18,387
[Audience boos]
768
00:49:18,455 --> 00:49:19,388
[Turns channel]
769
00:49:19,456 --> 00:49:21,657
You want to watch anything?
770
00:49:21,725 --> 00:49:23,392
Weatherman: Feeding into the storm,
771
00:49:23,460 --> 00:49:24,994
and some colder air coming along…
772
00:49:25,062 --> 00:49:26,896
Me, neither.
773
00:49:26,964 --> 00:49:28,297
[Turns off TV]
774
00:49:34,604 --> 00:49:38,107
How do you know when I'm here?
775
00:49:42,112 --> 00:49:43,546
I know.
776
00:49:45,615 --> 00:49:47,616
Jeez, you look good.
777
00:49:47,684 --> 00:49:51,821
I forgot how good everybody looked.
778
00:49:51,888 --> 00:49:54,056
[Sighs]
779
00:49:54,124 --> 00:49:56,792
30 years of silence.
780
00:49:56,860 --> 00:49:58,094
You got guts, kid,
781
00:49:58,161 --> 00:49:59,862
showing yourself like that.
782
00:49:59,930 --> 00:50:01,130
I appreciate that, I do.
783
00:50:01,198 --> 00:50:02,465
It's gonna make it easier.
784
00:50:02,532 --> 00:50:05,568
I gotta tell ya, I… I feel fine.
785
00:50:05,635 --> 00:50:08,104
You might want to check
your orders or something,
786
00:50:08,171 --> 00:50:10,306
'cause I sure as hell
don't feel like I'm dying.
787
00:50:10,374 --> 00:50:11,807
You're not dying.
788
00:50:11,875 --> 00:50:13,909
Oh, right.
Then how come
789
00:50:13,977 --> 00:50:15,678
you're hanging around
my room all the time?
790
00:50:15,746 --> 00:50:17,980
I'm the only guy here
791
00:50:18,048 --> 00:50:19,281
with his ass hanging
out of his dress.
792
00:50:19,349 --> 00:50:21,484
Unless…
793
00:50:24,454 --> 00:50:26,922
Could it be…
794
00:50:26,990 --> 00:50:28,724
the doctor?
795
00:50:29,559 --> 00:50:31,293
Ahh, sure…
796
00:50:31,361 --> 00:50:33,796
The doctor.
797
00:50:33,864 --> 00:50:35,831
Oh, she's pretty.
798
00:50:35,899 --> 00:50:38,067
A little flat-chested, but, hey, hey…
799
00:50:38,135 --> 00:50:39,769
all you need's a handful.
800
00:50:39,836 --> 00:50:40,970
Who are you?
801
00:50:41,038 --> 00:50:42,138
This is good.
802
00:50:42,205 --> 00:50:44,573
This is what they call…
803
00:50:44,641 --> 00:50:46,642
«serendipitous».
804
00:50:46,710 --> 00:50:49,145
Look that up in the dictionary,
805
00:50:49,212 --> 00:50:50,746
you'll see a picture of you and me.
806
00:50:50,814 --> 00:50:53,949
Ha ha ha! Thank you.
Thank you, ok?
807
00:50:54,017 --> 00:50:55,684
Ooh!
808
00:50:55,752 --> 00:50:57,620
Ok.
809
00:50:57,687 --> 00:50:58,888
[Sighs heavily]
810
00:50:58,955 --> 00:51:00,556
You ready to deal?
811
00:51:00,624 --> 00:51:04,460
'Cause I can answer all
your questions, friend.
812
00:51:13,136 --> 00:51:15,838
How's the french toast this evening?
813
00:51:15,906 --> 00:51:17,006
Fabulous.
814
00:51:17,074 --> 00:51:18,574
Well, set me up.
815
00:51:22,646 --> 00:51:24,680
Mmm!
816
00:51:26,650 --> 00:51:29,051
Guess I should introduce myself.
817
00:51:29,119 --> 00:51:32,088
Come on, give me your hand.
818
00:51:32,155 --> 00:51:33,756
Put it in mine.
819
00:51:33,824 --> 00:51:35,391
There you go.
820
00:51:35,459 --> 00:51:36,792
A little tighter, tighter.
821
00:51:36,860 --> 00:51:37,927
There you go. Yeah.
822
00:51:37,994 --> 00:51:39,395
No, no. That's too much.
823
00:51:39,463 --> 00:51:40,463
Too much there.
824
00:51:40,530 --> 00:51:41,831
There you go. Good grip.
825
00:51:41,898 --> 00:51:44,366
Nathaniel Messinger…
826
00:51:44,434 --> 00:51:46,268
Glutton, hedonist,
827
00:51:46,336 --> 00:51:47,970
former celestial body,
828
00:51:48,038 --> 00:51:51,006
recent addition to the human race.
829
00:51:53,276 --> 00:51:56,112
I don't believe you.
830
00:51:56,179 --> 00:51:57,613
You want proof?
831
00:51:57,681 --> 00:51:59,915
You hang out at a library,
832
00:51:59,983 --> 00:52:02,384
you can speak every language,
833
00:52:02,452 --> 00:52:03,986
you travel with the speed of thought…
834
00:52:04,054 --> 00:52:06,822
<i>and you're reading
my mind right now.</i>
835
00:52:06,890 --> 00:52:08,324
Stop that.
836
00:52:08,391 --> 00:52:10,059
You're doing it.
837
00:52:11,128 --> 00:52:12,561
It's impossible.
838
00:52:12,629 --> 00:52:14,063
Some things are true
839
00:52:14,131 --> 00:52:16,832
whether you believe them or not.
840
00:52:18,301 --> 00:52:19,568
How?
841
00:52:19,636 --> 00:52:20,569
You choose.
842
00:52:20,637 --> 00:52:21,570
Choose?
843
00:52:21,638 --> 00:52:22,605
To fall…
844
00:52:22,672 --> 00:52:23,706
to Earth.
845
00:52:23,773 --> 00:52:26,675
You take the plunge,
the tumble, the dive.
846
00:52:26,743 --> 00:52:29,178
You jump off a bridge,
you leap out a window,
847
00:52:29,246 --> 00:52:30,980
you just make up your
mind to do it, and you…
848
00:52:31,047 --> 00:52:32,481
you do it!
849
00:52:35,152 --> 00:52:37,086
You wake up all smelly
850
00:52:37,154 --> 00:52:38,554
and aching from head to toe
851
00:52:38,622 --> 00:52:40,256
and hungrier than you've
ever been in your life,
852
00:52:40,323 --> 00:52:42,424
only you have no idea
what hunger is
853
00:52:42,492 --> 00:52:43,592
or any of that stuff,
854
00:52:43,660 --> 00:52:46,262
so it's all real confusing and painful,
855
00:52:46,329 --> 00:52:49,498
but very, very good.
856
00:52:49,566 --> 00:52:50,766
[Chuckling]
857
00:52:50,834 --> 00:52:52,601
Human?
858
00:52:52,669 --> 00:52:54,236
Mmm.
859
00:52:54,304 --> 00:52:55,738
Listen, kid…
860
00:52:57,174 --> 00:52:59,542
He gave these bozos
the greatest gift
861
00:52:59,609 --> 00:53:00,743
in the universe.
862
00:53:00,810 --> 00:53:02,745
You think he didn't
give it to us, too?
863
00:53:02,812 --> 00:53:03,812
Which gift?
864
00:53:03,880 --> 00:53:06,081
Free will, brother.
865
00:53:07,350 --> 00:53:09,151
Free will.
866
00:53:34,978 --> 00:53:36,579
[Sighing]
867
00:53:36,646 --> 00:53:38,080
Couldn't get a job.
868
00:53:38,148 --> 00:53:41,383
No past, no training, no I.D.
869
00:53:41,451 --> 00:53:42,384
[Chuckles]
870
00:53:42,452 --> 00:53:43,886
Then one day,
871
00:53:43,954 --> 00:53:46,889
I was walking past a building site,
872
00:53:46,957 --> 00:53:48,023
a skyscraper,
873
00:53:48,091 --> 00:53:51,026
and I thought, «I could do that.»
874
00:53:51,094 --> 00:53:53,529
You see, these people down here,
875
00:53:53,597 --> 00:53:55,531
a lot of them are afraid of heights.
876
00:53:55,599 --> 00:53:57,032
You know what I'm saying?
877
00:53:57,100 --> 00:53:59,468
That's makes me uniquely qualified.
878
00:53:59,536 --> 00:54:03,973
And besides, it feels like
a little bit of home up here.
879
00:54:04,040 --> 00:54:05,874
And I like what I do.
880
00:54:05,942 --> 00:54:07,409
I'm good at it.
881
00:54:08,945 --> 00:54:12,047
Aw, these things will kill you.
882
00:54:13,283 --> 00:54:15,184
Are there others?
883
00:54:15,252 --> 00:54:16,685
Others like you?
884
00:54:16,753 --> 00:54:18,187
Yeah, they're out there.
885
00:54:18,255 --> 00:54:21,690
You see them, but most of the time,
886
00:54:21,758 --> 00:54:23,192
you just walk on by.
887
00:54:23,260 --> 00:54:25,694
Nobody likes to think
of the old life,
888
00:54:25,762 --> 00:54:27,963
you know, what they gave up.
889
00:54:28,031 --> 00:54:30,332
Then why'd you do it?
890
00:54:39,142 --> 00:54:40,576
My daughter Ruth,
891
00:54:40,644 --> 00:54:43,312
her stupid husband Frank,
892
00:54:43,380 --> 00:54:44,813
and my grandkids.
893
00:54:44,881 --> 00:54:48,250
Petey's 4, Hannah's 6.
894
00:54:49,986 --> 00:54:51,053
[Sighs deeply]
895
00:54:51,121 --> 00:54:54,123
And this is my wife Teresa.
896
00:54:57,560 --> 00:54:58,661
Did you…
897
00:54:58,728 --> 00:55:01,463
tell her who you were?
898
00:55:02,599 --> 00:55:05,534
I started to try once or twice.
899
00:55:05,602 --> 00:55:08,037
Then I thought,
«Why do that to her?»
900
00:55:08,104 --> 00:55:09,204
Do what?
901
00:55:09,272 --> 00:55:11,206
It's too much for them.
902
00:55:11,274 --> 00:55:15,044
People don't believe in us anymore.
903
00:55:23,620 --> 00:55:26,722
Do they still gather
together at sunrise?
904
00:55:26,790 --> 00:55:29,158
And sunset. Yes.
905
00:55:29,225 --> 00:55:31,894
Take me there?
906
00:55:39,836 --> 00:55:42,571
[Celestial choir sings]
907
00:55:42,639 --> 00:55:44,973
Can you hear it?
908
00:55:55,151 --> 00:55:56,785
No.
909
00:56:15,105 --> 00:56:17,473
I can't hear that,
910
00:56:17,540 --> 00:56:19,475
But you can't feel this!
911
00:56:19,542 --> 00:56:21,810
Nathan!
912
00:56:28,618 --> 00:56:30,552
You have to go back.
913
00:56:30,620 --> 00:56:33,789
Not until I catch the big wave.
914
00:56:36,626 --> 00:56:37,960
Ready?
915
00:56:38,795 --> 00:56:39,895
Ready?
916
00:56:39,963 --> 00:56:41,697
Ready for what?
917
00:56:42,632 --> 00:56:43,966
Swim!
918
00:57:13,763 --> 00:57:19,134
Ha ha ha!
Ha ha ha!
919
00:57:19,202 --> 00:57:23,639
Then you just fall.
920
00:57:23,706 --> 00:57:24,640
Fall?
921
00:57:24,707 --> 00:57:25,641
Dive.
922
00:57:25,708 --> 00:57:28,577
You make up your mind to do it…
923
00:57:29,612 --> 00:57:31,113
and you do it.
924
00:57:31,181 --> 00:57:33,949
And when you wake up, you're…
925
00:57:34,017 --> 00:57:35,684
Yes.
926
00:57:38,121 --> 00:57:40,055
To smell the air…
927
00:57:40,123 --> 00:57:41,223
Taste water…
928
00:57:41,291 --> 00:57:43,559
Read a newspaper.
929
00:57:43,626 --> 00:57:44,560
To lie…
930
00:57:44,627 --> 00:57:46,061
Through your teeth.
931
00:57:46,129 --> 00:57:47,996
To feed the dog.
932
00:57:50,133 --> 00:57:52,301
Touch her hair.
933
00:57:54,137 --> 00:57:56,839
What are you waiting for?
934
00:58:01,578 --> 00:58:04,646
There's so much beauty up here.
935
00:58:05,582 --> 00:58:07,049
Yes.
936
00:58:17,827 --> 00:58:19,728
[Woof woof woof]
937
00:58:28,004 --> 00:58:30,138
[Whimpers]
938
00:58:32,342 --> 00:58:33,809
Here you are again.
939
00:58:33,877 --> 00:58:37,212
We're releasing your friend
Messinger tomorrow.
940
00:58:37,280 --> 00:58:38,380
That's good.
941
00:58:38,448 --> 00:58:42,384
His family's having a kind
of a welcome home party.
942
00:58:42,452 --> 00:58:44,553
Are you, uh…
943
00:58:44,621 --> 00:58:47,022
Will you be going?
944
00:58:47,090 --> 00:58:49,291
Will you be going?
945
00:58:50,460 --> 00:58:51,560
[Woof]
946
00:58:51,628 --> 00:58:52,694
This is Earl.
947
00:58:52,762 --> 00:58:54,196
He told me.
948
00:58:54,264 --> 00:58:55,697
Ha ha. What else does he tell you?
949
00:58:55,765 --> 00:58:58,700
He worries that you never sleep,
950
00:58:58,768 --> 00:59:00,135
and he loves to see you smile.
951
00:59:00,203 --> 00:59:01,169
Oh. Ha ha.
952
00:59:01,237 --> 00:59:02,671
Sometimes I think that Earl
953
00:59:02,739 --> 00:59:04,172
is the only one
who understands me.
954
00:59:04,240 --> 00:59:05,974
What about your boyfriend?
955
00:59:06,042 --> 00:59:08,043
Do you love him?
956
00:59:10,079 --> 00:59:12,381
Love? I don't know.
I don't know.
957
00:59:12,448 --> 00:59:14,516
What does that mean?
958
00:59:14,584 --> 00:59:17,519
I was hoping you could tell me.
959
00:59:17,587 --> 00:59:20,022
Well, it's a word that describes
960
00:59:20,089 --> 00:59:23,759
a chemical reac… Uh…
961
00:59:23,826 --> 00:59:24,960
Uh… uh… that's just crap.
962
00:59:25,028 --> 00:59:27,029
I'm full of crap.
963
00:59:27,997 --> 00:59:29,431
I wait all day,
964
00:59:29,499 --> 00:59:32,434
just hoping for one
more minute with you,
965
00:59:32,502 --> 00:59:34,303
and I don't even know you.
966
00:59:34,370 --> 00:59:36,738
What do you want to know?
967
00:59:38,107 --> 00:59:40,409
Why do you wear the same
clothes all the time?
968
00:59:40,476 --> 00:59:43,045
Why won't you give me
your phone number?
969
00:59:43,112 --> 00:59:44,947
Are you married?
970
00:59:45,014 --> 00:59:46,949
No.
971
00:59:47,016 --> 00:59:48,750
Are you homeless?
972
00:59:49,953 --> 00:59:51,353
No.
973
00:59:51,421 --> 00:59:53,755
Are you a drummer?
974
00:59:57,961 --> 01:00:01,096
Why don't you ever touch me?
975
01:00:03,466 --> 01:00:06,702
I don't want to hurt you.
976
01:00:08,638 --> 01:00:10,305
You won't hurt me.
977
01:00:34,764 --> 01:00:36,698
Did you feel that?
978
01:00:49,679 --> 01:00:52,481
If I could make you understand.
979
01:00:55,685 --> 01:00:57,019
I understand.
980
01:01:01,124 --> 01:01:04,059
I'll see you around.
981
01:02:07,557 --> 01:02:09,591
Hey, Doc!
982
01:02:12,261 --> 01:02:13,995
Doc, you old baggage, come here.
983
01:02:14,063 --> 01:02:15,864
Ha ha ha!
984
01:02:15,932 --> 01:02:17,032
Hi.
985
01:02:17,100 --> 01:02:18,533
Thanks for coming.
986
01:02:18,601 --> 01:02:20,035
You look great.
987
01:02:20,103 --> 01:02:21,903
Huh? Is this heaven?
988
01:02:21,971 --> 01:02:23,672
Look at this.
989
01:02:28,010 --> 01:02:30,445
Come on.
Let's meet some people.
990
01:02:30,513 --> 01:02:32,347
Got an appetite?
991
01:02:36,285 --> 01:02:37,719
Have a beer, Seth.
992
01:02:37,787 --> 01:02:39,588
Where are you from?
993
01:02:40,790 --> 01:02:41,890
Up…
994
01:02:41,958 --> 01:02:43,391
North. Ahem. Canada.
995
01:02:43,459 --> 01:02:44,626
Oh, yeah?
996
01:02:44,694 --> 01:02:48,563
# That old black magic has me #
997
01:02:48,631 --> 01:02:51,433
# In it's spell #
998
01:02:51,501 --> 01:02:53,034
Listen. Can you hear?
999
01:02:53,102 --> 01:02:55,470
[Whispers]
I'm growing.
1000
01:02:55,538 --> 01:02:58,340
Teresa: Smile, Hannah.
1001
01:03:06,616 --> 01:03:08,416
How long have you known Seth?
1002
01:03:09,786 --> 01:03:12,587
Not very long, but, uh…
1003
01:03:12,655 --> 01:03:15,757
I feel like I've known him forever.
1004
01:03:15,825 --> 01:03:18,894
Teresa: Hey, honey, that hurts.
1005
01:03:20,129 --> 01:03:22,430
You're just like Grandpa.
1006
01:03:23,833 --> 01:03:27,469
Teresa: Come on. Let's see
if the cookies are done.
1007
01:03:27,537 --> 01:03:28,970
Hannah: Come on, Seth!
1008
01:03:29,038 --> 01:03:30,305
Can I help you?
1009
01:03:30,373 --> 01:03:31,706
Teresa: Yeah, great.
1010
01:03:36,312 --> 01:03:38,180
How did you two meet?
1011
01:03:38,247 --> 01:03:41,583
Uh, he works with me
over at the site.
1012
01:03:41,651 --> 01:03:42,651
Construction work.
1013
01:03:42,718 --> 01:03:44,853
I thought he was a messenger.
1014
01:03:44,921 --> 01:03:49,291
Yeah. He's one of those,
um, hyphenates.
1015
01:03:49,358 --> 01:03:51,626
I'll be right back.
1016
01:04:08,945 --> 01:04:10,212
Seth! Seth!
1017
01:04:10,279 --> 01:04:11,947
Hey.
1018
01:04:30,132 --> 01:04:32,200
Here, can you cut this up?
1019
01:04:40,276 --> 01:04:44,212
So what province is it
in Canada where you were born?
1020
01:04:44,280 --> 01:04:46,581
I wasn't born in Canada.
1021
01:04:49,485 --> 01:04:52,120
What are your parents' names?
1022
01:05:00,062 --> 01:05:01,663
No parents.
1023
01:05:08,604 --> 01:05:12,107
You have very delicate hands
for a construction worker.
1024
01:05:12,174 --> 01:05:14,109
I'm not a construction worker.
1025
01:05:14,176 --> 01:05:16,745
Very, very pale hands.
Let me see.
1026
01:05:19,215 --> 01:05:21,149
Why did you do that?
1027
01:05:21,217 --> 01:05:22,717
Let me see your hand.
1028
01:05:22,785 --> 01:05:24,653
No.
1029
01:05:25,621 --> 01:05:27,022
What's your last name?
1030
01:05:27,089 --> 01:05:28,456
You know my last name.
1031
01:05:28,524 --> 01:05:30,025
No, I don't!
1032
01:05:32,128 --> 01:05:33,428
Plate.
1033
01:05:33,496 --> 01:05:35,230
Seth Plate.
1034
01:05:41,637 --> 01:05:43,305
I cut you.
1035
01:05:44,540 --> 01:05:47,375
I cut you.
1036
01:05:48,644 --> 01:05:51,079
I cut you with that knife.
1037
01:05:51,147 --> 01:05:52,981
I felt it go in.
You felt it.
1038
01:05:53,049 --> 01:05:55,283
Not the way you do.
1039
01:05:55,351 --> 01:05:58,787
The way I do what?
What does that mean?
1040
01:05:58,854 --> 01:06:00,722
You mean the way a doctor does?
1041
01:06:00,790 --> 01:06:02,290
The way a woman does?
What?
1042
01:06:02,358 --> 01:06:04,526
The way…
1043
01:06:04,593 --> 01:06:06,328
a human does.
1044
01:06:08,097 --> 01:06:10,332
I have no sense of touch.
1045
01:06:11,167 --> 01:06:12,334
You feel that?
1046
01:06:12,401 --> 01:06:13,568
You don't have to be frightened.
1047
01:06:13,636 --> 01:06:15,437
You freak!
1048
01:06:15,504 --> 01:06:16,671
You liar!
1049
01:06:16,739 --> 01:06:18,773
What… Who… What are you?
1050
01:06:18,841 --> 01:06:21,576
I came to take Mr. Balford.
1051
01:06:21,644 --> 01:06:26,014
When I saw you,
1052
01:06:26,082 --> 01:06:29,017
I couldn't take my eyes off you…
1053
01:06:29,085 --> 01:06:31,519
How you fought for him.
1054
01:06:31,587 --> 01:06:35,523
And… and you looked right at me,
1055
01:06:35,591 --> 01:06:37,525
like I was a man.
1056
01:06:37,593 --> 01:06:39,527
To take Mr. Balford?
1057
01:06:39,595 --> 01:06:41,029
I was there.
1058
01:06:41,097 --> 01:06:43,531
We're always there in every room.
1059
01:06:43,599 --> 01:06:45,767
What are you talking about?
1060
01:06:45,835 --> 01:06:48,203
I was there in the stairwell
1061
01:06:48,270 --> 01:06:50,705
when you cried for your patient.
1062
01:06:50,773 --> 01:06:53,174
And I touched you.
Remember?
1063
01:06:54,410 --> 01:06:56,811
Why are you doing this?
1064
01:06:56,879 --> 01:07:00,648
Because I'm in love with you.
1065
01:07:07,590 --> 01:07:09,357
I don't believe you.
1066
01:07:10,259 --> 01:07:12,260
Do you feel that?
1067
01:07:14,096 --> 01:07:16,231
You don't want to believe me.
1068
01:07:16,298 --> 01:07:18,867
I cannot conceive of it!
1069
01:07:18,934 --> 01:07:20,769
Maggie.
1070
01:07:20,836 --> 01:07:22,303
Just get out!
1071
01:07:22,371 --> 01:07:25,273
Get out!
1072
01:08:03,145 --> 01:08:07,048
# Spend all your time waiting #
1073
01:08:07,950 --> 01:08:10,885
# For that second chance #
1074
01:08:10,953 --> 01:08:14,522
# For a break that will make it ok #
1075
01:08:14,590 --> 01:08:16,057
Man: Doctor?
1076
01:08:16,125 --> 01:08:18,560
# There's always some reason #
1077
01:08:18,627 --> 01:08:19,694
Doctor?
1078
01:08:19,762 --> 01:08:23,398
# To feel not good enough #
1079
01:08:23,466 --> 01:08:27,902
# And it's hard at the end of the day #
1080
01:08:27,970 --> 01:08:32,373
# I need some distraction #
1081
01:08:32,441 --> 01:08:36,177
# Or a beautiful release #
1082
01:08:36,245 --> 01:08:40,415
# Memories seep from my veins #
1083
01:08:40,483 --> 01:08:43,585
# Let me be empty #
1084
01:08:43,652 --> 01:08:47,922
# And weightless and maybe #
1085
01:08:47,990 --> 01:08:52,794
# I'll find some peace tonight #
1086
01:08:53,996 --> 01:08:59,134
# In the arms of the angel #
1087
01:08:59,201 --> 01:09:06,407
# Far away from here #
1088
01:09:06,475 --> 01:09:07,442
Hello?
1089
01:09:07,510 --> 01:09:11,813
# From this dark, cold hotel room #
1090
01:09:11,881 --> 01:09:14,449
# And the endlessness #
1091
01:09:14,517 --> 01:09:15,483
Seth?
1092
01:09:15,551 --> 01:09:18,520
# That you feel #
1093
01:09:18,587 --> 01:09:20,488
Are you here?
1094
01:09:20,556 --> 01:09:22,123
# You are pulled from the wreckage #
1095
01:09:22,191 --> 01:09:24,325
[Bang]
1096
01:09:24,393 --> 01:09:30,865
# Of your silent reverie #
1097
01:09:30,933 --> 01:09:36,905
# You're in the arms of the angel #
1098
01:09:36,972 --> 01:09:47,582
# May you find some comfort here #
1099
01:09:47,650 --> 01:09:52,854
# So tired of the straight line #
1100
01:09:52,922 --> 01:09:56,090
# And everywhere you turn #
1101
01:09:56,158 --> 01:10:00,428
# There's vultures
and thieves at your back #
1102
01:10:00,496 --> 01:10:04,132
# The storm keeps on twistin' #
1103
01:10:04,200 --> 01:10:07,936
# You keep on buildin' the lies #
1104
01:10:08,003 --> 01:10:12,707
# That you make up
for all that you lack #
1105
01:10:12,775 --> 01:10:17,278
# It don't make no difference #
1106
01:10:17,346 --> 01:10:19,881
I want to see you.
1107
01:10:21,150 --> 01:10:23,985
Let me see you.
1108
01:10:25,521 --> 01:10:28,957
# In this sweet madness #
1109
01:10:29,024 --> 01:10:32,961
# Oh, this glorious sadness #
1110
01:10:33,028 --> 01:10:38,466
# That brings me to my knees #
1111
01:10:39,435 --> 01:10:43,972
# In the arms of the angel #
1112
01:10:44,039 --> 01:10:49,277
# Far away from here #
1113
01:10:49,345 --> 01:10:50,478
[Moans]
1114
01:10:50,546 --> 01:10:53,114
# You're in the arms #
1115
01:10:53,182 --> 01:10:54,148
Just stay.
1116
01:10:54,216 --> 01:10:56,517
# Of the angel #
1117
01:10:56,585 --> 01:10:58,853
# May you find #
1118
01:10:58,921 --> 01:11:00,989
Just stay until I fall asleep.
1119
01:11:02,491 --> 01:11:08,029
# Some comfort here #
1120
01:11:14,637 --> 01:11:19,007
[Thunder]
1121
01:11:20,476 --> 01:11:22,143
[Birds chirping]
1122
01:11:36,959 --> 01:11:39,260
Oh, yes!
1123
01:11:42,164 --> 01:11:43,498
Thank you.
1124
01:12:02,951 --> 01:12:04,052
Maggie.
1125
01:12:04,119 --> 01:12:06,054
Hey.
The baby can't sleep.
1126
01:12:06,121 --> 01:12:07,355
What?
1127
01:12:07,423 --> 01:12:10,358
Has anyone ever seen the baby sleep?
1128
01:12:10,426 --> 01:12:13,361
I don't know.
Let's check him out.
1129
01:12:13,429 --> 01:12:15,163
[Crying]
1130
01:12:21,970 --> 01:12:22,904
Choanal atresia.
1131
01:12:22,971 --> 01:12:25,940
There's hardly any air getting through.
1132
01:12:26,008 --> 01:12:27,608
How did you know?
1133
01:12:28,544 --> 01:12:31,879
I just, uh…
1134
01:12:32,715 --> 01:12:34,048
knew.
1135
01:12:56,472 --> 01:12:57,805
[Knock on door]
1136
01:12:59,608 --> 01:13:00,708
Maggie?
1137
01:13:00,776 --> 01:13:01,876
Yeah.
1138
01:13:01,944 --> 01:13:04,045
Are you alone?
1139
01:13:04,113 --> 01:13:05,546
Yeah.
1140
01:13:09,418 --> 01:13:12,053
Pretty intuitive call on the baby.
1141
01:13:12,121 --> 01:13:13,588
Think so?
1142
01:13:14,523 --> 01:13:16,557
I couldn't have done it better.
1143
01:13:17,493 --> 01:13:20,328
Well, that's a compliment.
1144
01:13:33,842 --> 01:13:35,276
What are you doing?
1145
01:13:35,344 --> 01:13:37,779
I'm spending time with you.
1146
01:13:37,846 --> 01:13:39,414
Oh.
1147
01:13:40,416 --> 01:13:41,849
Will you marry me?
1148
01:13:41,917 --> 01:13:45,052
We can finally get up to Tahoe,
1149
01:13:45,120 --> 01:13:46,554
get married on the Nevada side,
1150
01:13:46,622 --> 01:13:49,190
honeymoon, and be back
before we miss a case.
1151
01:13:49,258 --> 01:13:52,193
What do you want me to do,
1152
01:13:52,261 --> 01:13:54,195
get down on my knees?
1153
01:13:54,263 --> 01:13:55,897
What do you want me to say?
1154
01:13:55,964 --> 01:13:58,399
We belong together.
1155
01:13:58,467 --> 01:14:00,902
We're the same species.
1156
01:14:01,937 --> 01:14:02,870
Jordan…
1157
01:14:02,938 --> 01:14:04,539
I'm not…
1158
01:14:06,108 --> 01:14:09,043
You know I'm not
very good at, uh,
1159
01:14:09,111 --> 01:14:10,411
matters of the heart.
1160
01:14:10,479 --> 01:14:13,448
I mean, the proverbial heart.
1161
01:14:16,118 --> 01:14:18,186
Please be my wife.
1162
01:14:19,121 --> 01:14:20,888
Just…
1163
01:14:21,824 --> 01:14:23,891
just think about it.
1164
01:14:39,641 --> 01:14:40,741
Breathe in.
1165
01:14:40,809 --> 01:14:43,044
[Inhales]
1166
01:14:44,446 --> 01:14:46,247
Breathe in.
1167
01:14:58,660 --> 01:15:00,328
I'm good.
1168
01:15:07,603 --> 01:15:10,538
I don't understand a God
who would let us meet
1169
01:15:10,606 --> 01:15:13,407
if there's no way we
could ever be together.
1170
01:15:16,111 --> 01:15:17,745
He didn't tell you.
1171
01:15:21,350 --> 01:15:22,783
Tell me what?
1172
01:15:22,851 --> 01:15:24,719
Maybe you should ask him.
1173
01:15:24,786 --> 01:15:27,288
No. I'm asking you.
1174
01:15:37,933 --> 01:15:40,067
Seth knows no fear,
1175
01:15:40,135 --> 01:15:43,538
no pain, no hunger.
1176
01:15:44,640 --> 01:15:49,076
He hears music in the sunrise.
1177
01:15:49,144 --> 01:15:51,579
But he'd give it all up.
1178
01:15:51,647 --> 01:15:53,481
He loves you that much.
1179
01:15:55,651 --> 01:15:57,885
Well, I don't understand.
1180
01:16:00,088 --> 01:16:02,390
He can fall.
1181
01:16:02,457 --> 01:16:05,526
He can give up
his existence as he knows it.
1182
01:16:05,594 --> 01:16:08,029
He can give up eternity
1183
01:16:08,096 --> 01:16:10,531
and become one of us.
1184
01:16:10,599 --> 01:16:12,967
It's up to you.
1185
01:16:14,102 --> 01:16:16,737
How do you know this?
1186
01:16:21,610 --> 01:16:23,811
Because I did it.
1187
01:16:44,399 --> 01:16:45,800
Seth.
1188
01:16:51,306 --> 01:16:52,707
Seth.
1189
01:16:55,344 --> 01:16:56,510
Seth.
1190
01:17:01,083 --> 01:17:03,250
Seth, I need to talk to you.
1191
01:17:07,089 --> 01:17:09,223
Seth, please.
1192
01:17:12,094 --> 01:17:14,161
Please be here.
1193
01:17:15,597 --> 01:17:18,032
Oh, God.
Help me do this.
1194
01:17:29,111 --> 01:17:31,946
You are so beautiful.
1195
01:17:33,115 --> 01:17:35,816
You'll always be that way.
1196
01:17:37,853 --> 01:17:40,988
Jordan asked me to go away with him
1197
01:17:41,056 --> 01:17:42,590
and get married.
1198
01:17:45,127 --> 01:17:46,560
He knows me.
1199
01:17:46,628 --> 01:17:50,331
He knows the demands of my work.
1200
01:17:50,399 --> 01:17:52,967
You don't love him.
1201
01:17:53,035 --> 01:17:55,736
He and I are the same.
1202
01:17:57,639 --> 01:17:59,407
And I want that.
1203
01:18:02,177 --> 01:18:03,611
And I want somebody
1204
01:18:03,679 --> 01:18:07,048
who can feel my hand
when I touch him.
1205
01:18:07,115 --> 01:18:10,017
But you can feel me.
1206
01:18:10,085 --> 01:18:12,453
You felt me.
1207
01:18:12,521 --> 01:18:15,890
I want to say good-bye.
1208
01:18:18,226 --> 01:18:20,261
I don't want to see you again.
1209
01:19:41,543 --> 01:19:44,712
[Chanting voices]
1210
01:21:16,771 --> 01:21:18,172
Man: Hey!
1211
01:21:19,274 --> 01:21:21,642
Hey!
1212
01:21:21,710 --> 01:21:23,744
[Siren]
1213
01:21:23,812 --> 01:21:25,779
[Jackhammer]
1214
01:21:25,847 --> 01:21:28,616
[Beeping]
1215
01:21:41,263 --> 01:21:43,631
[Man shouting]
1216
01:21:45,567 --> 01:21:46,867
Man: It's nothin'.
1217
01:21:53,775 --> 01:21:56,543
[Jackhammer]
1218
01:22:02,584 --> 01:22:03,784
[Whistle]
1219
01:22:03,852 --> 01:22:05,753
Men: Yoo-hoo.
1220
01:22:08,590 --> 01:22:11,725
[Groans]
1221
01:22:21,469 --> 01:22:23,537
Hey. Hey, buddy.
1222
01:22:23,605 --> 01:22:25,272
You can't be in here.
1223
01:22:25,340 --> 01:22:27,341
Do you see me?
1224
01:22:28,310 --> 01:22:30,477
Do you see me?
1225
01:22:30,545 --> 01:22:31,478
Can you see me?
1226
01:22:31,546 --> 01:22:33,914
Oh, yeah. We can see you, all right.
1227
01:22:33,982 --> 01:22:36,083
Third man: Yeah, your
invisible drug wore off.
1228
01:22:36,151 --> 01:22:38,452
Is this blood?
This is blood.
1229
01:22:38,520 --> 01:22:39,987
Is it red?
1230
01:22:40,055 --> 01:22:44,158
Red. Is it red?
1231
01:22:44,225 --> 01:22:46,126
Color.
1232
01:22:46,194 --> 01:22:47,995
What color were the drugs you took?
1233
01:22:48,063 --> 01:22:49,797
[Men laugh]
1234
01:22:49,864 --> 01:22:51,098
Better get your butt out of here.
1235
01:22:51,166 --> 01:22:53,367
You got somewhere to go?
1236
01:22:57,005 --> 01:22:58,672
Maggie.
1237
01:23:02,577 --> 01:23:04,578
Maggie.
1238
01:23:10,118 --> 01:23:13,354
# Down and down and down I go #
1239
01:23:13,421 --> 01:23:15,956
# Round and round and round I go #
1240
01:23:16,024 --> 01:23:17,791
# In a spin #
1241
01:23:17,859 --> 01:23:20,494
# Loving the spin I'm in #
1242
01:23:20,562 --> 01:23:23,664
# Lovin' that old black magic #
1243
01:23:23,732 --> 01:23:25,733
# Called love #
1244
01:23:27,335 --> 01:23:29,136
# Love #
1245
01:23:29,204 --> 01:23:32,106
Hi.
1246
01:23:34,442 --> 01:23:37,177
Hello.
1247
01:23:40,148 --> 01:23:42,883
Uh, I was wondering
if you could tell me
1248
01:23:42,951 --> 01:23:44,318
how to get to the county hospital?
1249
01:23:44,386 --> 01:23:46,153
[Speaking chinese]
1250
01:23:49,424 --> 01:23:52,126
[Speaking chinese]
1251
01:23:56,264 --> 01:23:58,932
[Siren]
1252
01:24:28,997 --> 01:24:30,164
May I help you, sir?
1253
01:24:30,231 --> 01:24:33,667
Just… take a moment
to catch my breath.
1254
01:24:33,735 --> 01:24:35,335
Ha ha. Breath!
1255
01:24:38,373 --> 01:24:39,907
Maggie Rice.
1256
01:24:40,975 --> 01:24:42,676
Are you a patient?
1257
01:24:42,744 --> 01:24:44,678
No, I just need to find her, please.
1258
01:24:44,746 --> 01:24:46,046
Then you'll just have
to call her office.
1259
01:24:46,114 --> 01:24:48,048
I'm sure someone there
will be able to help you.
1260
01:24:48,116 --> 01:24:49,249
Do you know where she is?
1261
01:24:49,317 --> 01:24:52,019
No, sir, I do not know where she is.
1262
01:24:52,087 --> 01:24:54,688
Well… but…
1263
01:24:54,756 --> 01:24:56,023
Well, you got this computer.
1264
01:24:56,091 --> 01:24:57,024
Uh-huh.
1265
01:24:57,092 --> 01:24:58,025
And, oh…
1266
01:24:58,093 --> 01:24:59,393
all this technology.
1267
01:24:59,461 --> 01:25:00,394
Can't you just look her up?
1268
01:25:00,462 --> 01:25:02,663
Anne!
1269
01:25:03,998 --> 01:25:05,999
Where's Maggie?
1270
01:25:10,171 --> 01:25:12,673
So you're a friend of Maggie's?
1271
01:25:14,542 --> 01:25:15,909
What happened to you?
1272
01:25:15,977 --> 01:25:17,211
Oh, sorry.
1273
01:25:17,278 --> 01:25:19,179
It's ok.
1274
01:25:21,015 --> 01:25:22,983
Um… I fell.
1275
01:25:23,051 --> 01:25:24,818
Evidently.
1276
01:25:24,886 --> 01:25:26,920
Off a train?
1277
01:25:26,988 --> 01:25:28,655
I fell in love.
1278
01:25:32,760 --> 01:25:34,628
Anne?
1279
01:25:34,696 --> 01:25:38,799
Please help me find her.
1280
01:25:42,570 --> 01:25:44,204
She went to lake Tahoe.
1281
01:25:44,272 --> 01:25:46,440
Her uncle has a cabin
on the Nevada side.
1282
01:25:46,508 --> 01:25:47,674
Wait!
1283
01:26:18,339 --> 01:26:20,941
Cassiel…
1284
01:26:21,009 --> 01:26:22,943
Are you there?
1285
01:26:23,845 --> 01:26:25,412
[Honk honk]
1286
01:26:31,619 --> 01:26:32,886
Hello.
1287
01:27:27,175 --> 01:27:30,177
Man: Where you headed?
1288
01:27:30,245 --> 01:27:31,678
Tahoe.
1289
01:27:31,746 --> 01:27:34,248
Reno.
1290
01:27:34,315 --> 01:27:35,749
Tahoe.
1291
01:27:35,817 --> 01:27:37,784
I'm going to Reno.
1292
01:27:37,852 --> 01:27:39,553
I'm going to Tahoe.
1293
01:27:39,621 --> 01:27:42,689
Hop in. We'll figure it
out when we get there.
1294
01:27:54,168 --> 01:27:56,670
# And I'd give up forever #
1295
01:27:56,738 --> 01:27:58,672
# To touch you #
1296
01:27:58,740 --> 01:28:01,441
# 'Cause I know that you feel me #
1297
01:28:01,509 --> 01:28:03,277
# Somehow #
1298
01:28:03,344 --> 01:28:05,779
# You're the closest to heaven #
1299
01:28:05,847 --> 01:28:07,948
# That I'll ever be #
1300
01:28:08,016 --> 01:28:09,750
# And I don't want #
1301
01:28:09,817 --> 01:28:12,119
# To go home right now #
1302
01:28:12,186 --> 01:28:15,088
# And all I could taste #
1303
01:28:15,156 --> 01:28:18,025
# Is this moment #
1304
01:28:18,092 --> 01:28:19,860
# And all I can breathe #
1305
01:28:19,927 --> 01:28:22,262
# Is your life #
1306
01:28:22,330 --> 01:28:24,464
# But when sooner or later #
1307
01:28:24,532 --> 01:28:26,400
# It's over #
1308
01:28:26,467 --> 01:28:28,335
# I just don't want #
1309
01:28:28,403 --> 01:28:30,704
# To miss you tonight #
1310
01:28:30,772 --> 01:28:34,141
# And I don't want the world #
1311
01:28:34,208 --> 01:28:35,509
# To see me #
1312
01:28:35,576 --> 01:28:37,377
# 'Cause I don't think #
1313
01:28:37,445 --> 01:28:40,614
# That they'd understand #
1314
01:28:40,682 --> 01:28:42,749
# When everything's made #
1315
01:28:42,817 --> 01:28:45,218
# To be broken #
1316
01:28:45,286 --> 01:28:47,454
# I just want you to know #
1317
01:28:47,522 --> 01:28:50,023
# Who I am #
1318
01:28:56,998 --> 01:29:00,000
[Barking]
1319
01:29:00,068 --> 01:29:01,768
Earl?
1320
01:29:59,427 --> 01:30:01,128
Am I too late?
1321
01:30:02,864 --> 01:30:04,030
Too late?
1322
01:30:04,098 --> 01:30:06,333
Jordan.
1323
01:30:10,071 --> 01:30:12,239
I couldn't marry Jordan.
1324
01:30:14,709 --> 01:30:18,044
I'm in love with you.
1325
01:30:24,252 --> 01:30:26,720
What happened?
1326
01:30:30,057 --> 01:30:31,658
Free will.
1327
01:30:46,174 --> 01:30:48,442
I feel you.
1328
01:32:07,588 --> 01:32:08,655
Do you feel that?
1329
01:32:08,723 --> 01:32:10,524
Yes.
1330
01:32:11,759 --> 01:32:13,426
And that?
1331
01:32:17,398 --> 01:32:18,632
How does it feel?
1332
01:32:18,699 --> 01:32:20,567
Tell me what it feels like.
1333
01:32:20,635 --> 01:32:23,069
I can't.
1334
01:32:24,572 --> 01:32:25,839
Try.
1335
01:32:27,475 --> 01:32:29,809
Warm.
1336
01:32:33,948 --> 01:32:36,149
Aching.
1337
01:32:53,134 --> 01:32:55,402
That's ok.
1338
01:32:57,905 --> 01:32:59,039
We fit together.
1339
01:32:59,106 --> 01:33:00,907
I know.
1340
01:33:00,975 --> 01:33:03,343
We were made to fit together.
1341
01:33:24,832 --> 01:33:25,999
I always asked the dying
1342
01:33:26,067 --> 01:33:28,068
what they liked best about living.
1343
01:33:30,171 --> 01:33:32,105
Wrote it down in my book.
1344
01:33:33,641 --> 01:33:36,376
This is it.
1345
01:33:36,444 --> 01:33:39,846
This is what I like best.
1346
01:33:39,914 --> 01:33:42,749
You haven't even started yet.
1347
01:33:42,817 --> 01:33:45,452
We have our whole lives together.
1348
01:33:45,519 --> 01:33:47,387
You and me,
1349
01:33:47,455 --> 01:33:49,923
Mr. and Mrs. Plate.
1350
01:34:26,227 --> 01:34:28,128
Aah!
1351
01:34:28,195 --> 01:34:31,498
Seth: Whoo! Ohh!
1352
01:34:32,667 --> 01:34:34,334
Aah.
1353
01:35:27,688 --> 01:35:29,489
Hey.
1354
01:38:43,150 --> 01:38:45,151
[Static]
1355
01:39:03,203 --> 01:39:06,372
[Voices on CB radio]
1356
01:39:22,222 --> 01:39:23,690
Maggie?
1357
01:39:23,757 --> 01:39:25,291
Seth.
1358
01:39:25,359 --> 01:39:26,926
I'll get help.
1359
01:39:26,994 --> 01:39:27,961
You're here?
1360
01:39:28,028 --> 01:39:28,995
I… I… Stay.
1361
01:39:29,063 --> 01:39:29,996
I should get help.
1362
01:39:30,064 --> 01:39:31,097
Oh, no, don't go.
1363
01:39:31,165 --> 01:39:32,465
The driver went.
1364
01:39:32,533 --> 01:39:33,933
Please stay with…
1365
01:39:34,001 --> 01:39:36,135
Please stay with me.
1366
01:39:36,203 --> 01:39:38,705
I'm scared.
1367
01:39:42,910 --> 01:39:44,043
I screwed up.
1368
01:39:44,111 --> 01:39:45,478
No.
1369
01:39:45,546 --> 01:39:47,981
I wanted to show you everything.
1370
01:39:48,048 --> 01:39:49,882
You will.
1371
01:39:52,419 --> 01:39:56,522
You came all this way.
1372
01:39:56,590 --> 01:39:58,391
I'm sorry.
1373
01:39:58,459 --> 01:40:02,128
No. Oh, God, no, Maggie.
1374
01:40:02,196 --> 01:40:04,697
To touch you…
1375
01:40:04,765 --> 01:40:05,798
and to feel you…
1376
01:40:05,866 --> 01:40:09,902
To be able to hold
your hand right now.
1377
01:40:09,970 --> 01:40:11,237
Do you know what
that means to me?
1378
01:40:11,305 --> 01:40:14,507
Do you… Do you know
how much I love you?
1379
01:40:21,915 --> 01:40:24,283
Look right in my eyes, ok?
1380
01:40:24,351 --> 01:40:27,353
Someone's out there.
1381
01:40:27,421 --> 01:40:29,055
Maggie!
1382
01:40:29,123 --> 01:40:30,923
Don't look at them.
1383
01:40:30,991 --> 01:40:31,991
Please, Maggie, no.
1384
01:40:32,059 --> 01:40:33,393
Please, don't you look at them.
1385
01:40:33,460 --> 01:40:36,195
Is this what happens?
1386
01:40:41,335 --> 01:40:43,836
Yes.
1387
01:40:49,676 --> 01:40:52,512
This is what happens.
1388
01:40:55,682 --> 01:40:58,317
I'm not afraid.
1389
01:41:00,854 --> 01:41:03,923
When they ask me…
1390
01:41:03,991 --> 01:41:06,859
what I liked the best…
1391
01:41:08,929 --> 01:41:10,296
I'll tell them
1392
01:41:10,364 --> 01:41:12,598
it was you.
1393
01:41:42,162 --> 01:41:44,197
God!
1394
01:42:02,749 --> 01:42:05,084
# It was only one #
1395
01:42:05,152 --> 01:42:07,854
# Hour ago #
1396
01:42:10,090 --> 01:42:13,626
# It was all so different then #
1397
01:42:18,866 --> 01:42:22,502
# Nothing yet has really #
1398
01:42:22,569 --> 01:42:25,037
# Sunk in #
1399
01:42:26,673 --> 01:42:27,874
# Looks like #
1400
01:42:27,941 --> 01:42:31,277
# It always did #
1401
01:42:35,249 --> 01:42:37,383
# This flesh #
1402
01:42:37,451 --> 01:42:39,519
# I'm #
1403
01:42:39,586 --> 01:42:42,655
# On #
1404
01:42:42,723 --> 01:42:44,457
# It's just the way #
1405
01:42:44,525 --> 01:42:48,227
# That we're tied in #
1406
01:42:51,231 --> 01:42:55,301
# But this moment #
1407
01:42:55,369 --> 01:42:57,904
# Oh #
1408
01:42:57,971 --> 01:43:04,677
# I grieve #
1409
01:43:14,454 --> 01:43:18,124
# So hard to move on #
1410
01:43:22,896 --> 01:43:26,265
# Still lovin' what's gone #
1411
01:43:30,504 --> 01:43:33,539
# They say life carries on #
1412
01:43:38,979 --> 01:43:42,181
# Carries on and on #
1413
01:43:42,249 --> 01:43:44,217
# And on #
1414
01:43:44,284 --> 01:43:46,252
# And on #
1415
01:43:46,320 --> 01:43:49,922
I can't see you,
but I know you're there.
1416
01:43:51,758 --> 01:43:53,292
Cassiel: I'm sorry.
1417
01:43:56,563 --> 01:43:58,297
Get out.
1418
01:43:58,365 --> 01:43:59,865
Seth.
1419
01:43:59,933 --> 01:44:02,301
Was it you?
1420
01:44:02,369 --> 01:44:03,569
Were you the one?
Were you there?
1421
01:44:03,637 --> 01:44:06,038
No.
1422
01:44:06,106 --> 01:44:07,540
Why did he do this?
1423
01:44:07,608 --> 01:44:08,841
I don't know.
1424
01:44:08,909 --> 01:44:10,209
Because her number was up?
1425
01:44:10,277 --> 01:44:13,346
What do you want me to say?
1426
01:44:20,020 --> 01:44:21,787
Am I being punished?
1427
01:44:21,855 --> 01:44:24,290
You know better than that.
1428
01:44:24,358 --> 01:44:27,693
That's life.
1429
01:44:27,761 --> 01:44:30,830
You're living now,
1430
01:44:30,897 --> 01:44:33,499
and one day,
1431
01:44:33,567 --> 01:44:35,668
you'll be dying.
1432
01:44:41,842 --> 01:44:42,975
What's it like?
1433
01:44:43,043 --> 01:44:45,544
What?
1434
01:44:45,612 --> 01:44:47,580
Warmth.
1435
01:44:49,516 --> 01:44:51,050
It's wonderful.
1436
01:44:52,586 --> 01:44:55,288
If you'd known this
was going to happen…
1437
01:44:56,823 --> 01:44:58,324
would you have done it?
1438
01:45:03,497 --> 01:45:07,366
I would rather have had…
1439
01:45:07,434 --> 01:45:10,369
one breath of her hair…
1440
01:45:11,905 --> 01:45:15,808
one… kiss of her mouth…
1441
01:45:18,645 --> 01:45:20,913
one touch of her hand…
1442
01:45:22,916 --> 01:45:25,418
than an eternity without it.
1443
01:45:27,654 --> 01:45:29,722
One.
1444
01:47:37,884 --> 01:47:40,820
CAPTIONING MADE POSSIBLE BY
WARNER BROS.
1445
01:47:40,887 --> 01:47:44,056
CAPTIONING PERFORMED BY
THE NATIONAL CAPTIONING
INSTITUTE, INC.
1446
01:48:03,510 --> 01:48:04,877
# Like #
1447
01:48:04,945 --> 01:48:08,180
# Anyone would be #
1448
01:48:08,248 --> 01:48:11,183
# I am flattered #
1449
01:48:11,251 --> 01:48:12,518
# By your #
1450
01:48:12,586 --> 01:48:16,388
# Fascination with me #
1451
01:48:18,358 --> 01:48:19,825
# Like #
1452
01:48:19,893 --> 01:48:23,395
# Any hot-blooded woman #
1453
01:48:23,463 --> 01:48:26,232
# I have simply #
1454
01:48:26,299 --> 01:48:28,701
# Wanted an object #
1455
01:48:28,768 --> 01:48:31,337
# To crave #
1456
01:48:32,906 --> 01:48:35,040
# But you #
1457
01:48:35,108 --> 01:48:38,277
# You're not allowed #
1458
01:48:38,345 --> 01:48:42,982
# You're uninvited #
1459
01:48:43,049 --> 01:48:48,220
# An unfortunate #
1460
01:48:48,288 --> 01:48:50,623
# Slight #
1461
01:48:56,496 --> 01:48:57,530
# Must be #
1462
01:48:57,597 --> 01:49:01,500
# Strangely exciting #
1463
01:49:01,568 --> 01:49:04,904
# To watch the stoic #
1464
01:49:04,971 --> 01:49:09,074
# Squirm #
1465
01:49:10,944 --> 01:49:12,878
# Must be #
1466
01:49:12,946 --> 01:49:15,981
# Somewhat hard telling #
1467
01:49:16,049 --> 01:49:19,985
# To watch them burn me #
1468
01:49:20,053 --> 01:49:24,223
# Shepherd #
1469
01:49:25,859 --> 01:49:27,660
# But you #
1470
01:49:27,727 --> 01:49:31,897
# You're not allowed #
1471
01:49:31,965 --> 01:49:36,135
# You're uninvited #
1472
01:49:36,202 --> 01:49:41,006
# An unfortunate #
1473
01:49:41,074 --> 01:49:43,642
# Slight #
1474
01:49:56,423 --> 01:49:57,890
# Like #
1475
01:49:57,958 --> 01:49:59,658
# Any uncharted #
1476
01:49:59,726 --> 01:50:02,795
# Territory #
1477
01:50:02,862 --> 01:50:05,030
# I must seem #
1478
01:50:05,098 --> 01:50:09,335
# Greatly intriguing #
1479
01:50:10,637 --> 01:50:12,771
# You #
1480
01:50:12,839 --> 01:50:14,306
# Speak of my #
1481
01:50:14,374 --> 01:50:16,241
# Love like #
1482
01:50:16,309 --> 01:50:19,612
# You have experienced #
1483
01:50:19,679 --> 01:50:21,046
# Love like mine #
1484
01:50:21,114 --> 01:50:23,649
# Before #
1485
01:50:25,652 --> 01:50:27,086
# But this #
1486
01:50:27,153 --> 01:50:30,589
# Is not allowed #
1487
01:50:30,657 --> 01:50:34,960
# You're uninvited #
1488
01:50:35,028 --> 01:50:40,232
# An unfortunate #
1489
01:50:40,300 --> 01:50:42,434
# Slight #
1490
01:50:59,052 --> 01:51:00,853
# I #
1491
01:51:00,920 --> 01:51:04,089
# Don't think you unworthy #
1492
01:51:04,157 --> 01:51:08,293
# I need a moment #
1493
01:51:08,361 --> 01:51:11,864
# To deliberate #